I am new to this and a bit nervous. I am eager to learn and cautious. It has recently come to my attention that I want more out of life and I want to explore more sexually and in a relationship. I have kids so my time can be limited. I am not ugly...but far from a supermodel. I guess I’m saying with me ‘you get what you get or move on’. I would also like to mention I consider myself a sub. I have no experience as a Dom and am not comfortable with position at this time.