My Denial fantasy [that i just want to do..to try...to experiment ...you know lol ]

Its a GREAT thing for her!.If being stroked ,fingered and worshiped is bad then i am i suppose.
And i want her to tame me for several hours.I want to serve [ and in denying me an orgasm I get the biggest orgasm EVER.
I want her to insert a chain[hope she LIKES chains too][approx 18 inches] all the way into my cock thus blocking the passage that lets me evacuate
The pre cum is then held and builds up stretching the tubes inside me[making me super horny].
I want her to tie my cock and balls so foreskin is hard back and I am exposed. She will then make me wear something to cover it. Very tight PVC shorts or denim.[up to her] I cannot touch myself but must trust her purvey mind’s want her to tease me through talk, actions and teasing .NO humiliation as such. EG . I want her to make me worship her ass knowing what the pussy looks like in black silky satin all damp with her juices is the sexiest thing ever to me. I want her to ask me [order I mean]to lick her pussy and anus ,putting my tongue in it. To tongue fuck her asshole is a very rude thing .I have NEVER done it but want too and hope Claire loves it. I will lick her pussy all day ,that would be the best!. I want to use toys on her for what she wants me to do is what I HAVE to do. As all this is going on the pre-cum build up inside me will start to expand everything. my cock will ache so bad and i will start to shake with desire. She will tease me useing the tip of her tongue only on my swollen purple helmet and that goddam sexy look she does will drive me crazy making me beg her to let me cum. ”NO WAY” she will say. you got to serve me and ONLY when I think you deserve it and only then I MIGHT…MIGHT let you cum. ...LAY ON YOUR BACK AND HOLD VIBRATOR IN YOUR MOUTH>YOU MUST WATCH MY ASS GO DOWN ON IT.I WANT YOU TO SEE IT GO IN AND OUT OF MY HOT TIGHT WET PUSSY.THINK WHAT YOUR COCK WOULD FEEL LIKE INSIDE IT ! IL TELL YOU HOW I WANT YOUR COCK!HOW IL LET YOU BEND ME OVER AND FUCK ME TILL I SCREAM. all this will drive me mad. I want HER to make me clean her boots with my cock. [rubbing my oh so swollen cock all over them .She grabs the camera “BEND OVER” I do and she inserts the heel of the boot into my ass roughly and starts to fuck me.Oh god thinking of her in those black panties, stockings black corset I got her, or a belt, a nice wide one and those boots . id worship her for ever and she says [with 2 of her fingers inside herself] “god im horny now!]She starts filming and I am told to wank slowly as her lips kiss my cock .i start moaning. And she starts[worrying that i will cum n spoil the power thing then suddenly she says “HOLD STILL AND TAKE THIS” she has a strap on vibrator enters my anus all the way and she ass fucks me saying “THIS IS HOW I WANT TO BE FUCKED”..[My cock is throbbing]. I want to watch her wank herself while my cock all exposed rests on her lips all shinny from lip gloss [and cum] she teases the hell out of me. I want her to enjoy the power to be able to do anything I will let her use water sports[I will taste her pee in my mouth as she comes while I lick her[is that sick]. But I would only put ALL my tounge up her ass ONLY IF she wants it too Cant see why not. I want her to send me to the shop like that with cock n chain and phone, with her on the end telling me what she is doing to herself and how she wants my hot cock back there. Listening to her wank while I buy something in the shop with my erection tied like that’lol what a buzz. All I can think is giving her great kinky SEX!AND WORSHIPING HER GEORGOUSE SEX!! I hope to god she does this for me lol. I want to have video of all this too!. My reward would be to let me do what my hearts desire to her.I want her to pour lubricant over my cock and being filmed spread that ass of hers and let me put it up her and halfway through id slip it into her anus .When im about to cum id pull out and make her eat every drop of my cum!!!! on film too !!!!.,there would be a fucking lot !pints so all that she cant eat she has to put into the crotch of her panties and wear them all day n night[she would LOVE that].
The thought of her black silk panties sopping with my cum pulled right up into her makes me want to cum [spesh as she holds me tight pulling my foreskin back so hard I wanna cry out.|GOD id bleed for her . let her do ANYTHING to me .Will she ever read this.i hope so ,and I hope understands that this is something id like to do not wanna every time we make love .Ps Claire im gonna wank now.im so hard I gotta .its ALL about you babe .YOU ARE MY GODDESS.BE it. punish me.suck n fuck me hard babe girl and il worship that ass of yours forever.XXX