I have thoroughly talked about this with a friend who is
also in the lifestyle, and have gone over everything. I
have put it together the things I find exciting. I like to give the control away
to my partner(s), sometimes to have it forcibly taken from
me. I am submissive throughout my daily life as well (It
is my life, but not during my job hours.). I would like
to be tied up and restrained, using rope and/or other things
(chains, cuffs...). Whether for sexual enhancement,
for art or just for fun, I enjoy being totally at the mercy
of my partner(s). I like a light since of degradation
during play. Degraded and humiliated by my play partner(s)
(Lightly). I find disobedience a form of playfulness
rather than letting my partner(s) down, and require a compatible
partner(s) who will not only teach me a lesson, but also
accept that any number of lessons might still not
necessarily change this behavior. This being said, I also
like to mix childlike innocence with naughty sexual curiosity.
I would like for a nurturing loving dominant who
plays a guiding, almost parental role in in my life. I require
a softer approach to be dominated than most other submissives,
my submission can go a lot deeper and sometimes rival those
of slaves. I also sometimes enjoy regular, standard sex
and relationship models. Nothing wrong with that, as long
as you're having fun!
As I a hinted, I am more than new at this, other than the research I have done about the lifestyle, I need my dom to be willing to guide me.
I am more than willing to relocate. That being said, I would like to make sure that you and I connect on a comfortable level outside of play.