Status

Not single

D/s relationship with Ask me

Personal details

Gender Woman
Age 34
Status Not single
Height 170cm
Body shape Plus-size
Eye colour Brown
Hair colour Black
Hair length Middle
Orientation Straight
Ethnicity Caucasian white
Origin Netherlands
Pubic Hair Shaved
Body hair None
Zodiac signs Gemini
Glasses
Smoker
Tattoos
Piercings

About me

I’m looking for:

Description

I have my daddy and I'm his alone.❤
I'm just here for friends and events.
I have ME so don't be offended if I don't reply straight away. I will eventually!

Fantasies

Into: 24/7, abduction play (receiving), age play (everything to do with it), anal sex (receiving), ass play (receiving), bare handed spanking (receiving), bathroom use control (receiving), begging (giving), blow jobs (giving), body hair, bondage (receiving), bondage equipment (receiving), brats (giving), breast/nipple play (receiving), breath play, butt plugs (receiving), caressing (everything to do with it), consensual nonconsent play (everything to do with it), control (receiving), cornertime (receiving), corporal punishment (receiving), crying (giving), cuddles (everything to do with it), cum (receiving), cyber sex (everything to do with it), dacryphilia (receiving), daddy/girl (everything to do with it), deep throating (giving), defilement (receiving), degradation (receiving), discipline (receiving), edge play (receiving), emotional masochism, emotional sadism (receiving), exhibitionism (everything to do with it), face fucking (receiving), face slapping (receiving), facial hair (watching others wear), fear (everything to do with it), gagging/choked by cock (receiving), gags (receiving), grooming (receiving), hair pulling (receiving), hairbrush spanking (receiving), hands, humiliation (receiving), impact play (receiving), intelligence, kissing, kneeling (giving), male authority (everything to do with it), masochism, masturbation (watching), mental bondage (receiving), mutual masturbation, objectification (receiving), online play (everything to do with it), oral sex (everything to do with it), ordered to masturbate (receiving), orgasm control (receiving), orgasm denial (receiving), role play (everything to do with it), sadism, sex in public (everything to do with it), spanking (receiving), talking dirty (everything to do with it), voyeurism (everything to do with it), watersports (everything to do with it).

Curious about: anal hooks (receiving), belt spanking (receiving), caging/confinement (receiving), caning (receiving), chains (receiving), chastity devices (receiving), gangbangs (receiving).

My places

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Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 07.01.2019 17:25:52
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Explaining how/why you enjoy punishments or otherwise unpleasant things.

You get it! It's also the love hate thing. I like not enjoying things.. haha And that can be hard to explain.

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 07.01.2019 2:10:38
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 06.01.2019 16:54:21
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Explaining how/why you enjoy punishments or otherwise unpleasant things.

Definitly! We talk to each other quite easily so thats good. I just struggle to put into words how I really don't like yet love being degraded, punished etc. The boundaries I thought I had have pretty much disappeared. I don't even find it scary in the bad sense, I love the excitement.
I definitly Read more… couldn't have done half the stuff I have done if it wasn't for how he is. I trust him completely and know how much he genuinely cares about my well being. He'll do his dom thing and then give the most amazing aftercare ❤

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 06.01.2019 15:49:50
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Explaining how/why you enjoy punishments or otherwise unpleasant things.

I read that thread. It very much resonated with how he feels sometimes and I discussed it with him. It's a strange thing cause he happily comes into his dom role, dishes out whatever he dishes out all of his own back and then sometimes feels really bad about it or like he's pushed me too far. I Read more… have ME, fibromyalgia and some spinal issues also so I think he worries about those things too. He's such a sweet guy bless him! But he's also a total bastard, it's great 😂
I've never been to a munch.. I'm pretty much house bound unless i have someone to take me out. I find this site pretty helpful for stuff like that 🙂

Likeeyemblacksheep, VictoriaBlisse · Jump to discussion
Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 06.01.2019 15:40:20
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Explaining how/why you enjoy punishments or otherwise unpleasant things.

That all makes sense. I just wish I could explain how I hate it yet love it haha
I'll try that suggestion, then likely get punished for that too! Perfect! 😂

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 06.01.2019 15:37:04
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

Thats a shame.. I'm interested to see if it's the same lock I've been looking at. Would you mind sending me a pm with a pic? 🙂

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 created a topic in BDSM Forum
Explaining how/why you enjoy punishments or otherwise unpleasant things.
I've been into the kinkier side of things since I was quite young. But it's only recently I've found someone totally open to anything and willing to push boundaries. But occasionally my dom will worry or feel really bad about something he's instigated me to do. I'm perfectly happy and comfortable Read more…enough to say no or use my safe word and I do try to reassure him about this. He's quite inventive and we often end up doing something new or pushing boundaries. He's incredibly caring and still often worries he pushes me too far or I'm genuinely distressed or unhappy. I've tried to explain to him a few times how and why I enjoy the things he inflicts on me or forces me to do. But with me discovering so much more about this lifestyle, myself and how I've been willing to go much further then I would have ever previously thought I struggle to explain it properly.
The stuff he does or forces me to do to myself are often incredibly humiliating or involving pain. I don't enjoy them, they're uncomfortable, humiliating, painful etc.. But at the same time I like that I don't enjoy them? Especially afterwards when it's over. I would say I'm a masochist, I love being degraded and psychologically tormented. But I'm not like some subs who will lap it all up at the time. It fight it, argue it, complain about it, show my discomfort. Yet I still love it?? I'm not sure I'm making much sense, I can't even explain it properly to myself haha
I was just hoping someone who's been in the community longer then me could possibly help me explain this better to him. He genuinely really cares about me and doesn't want to hurt or upset me. And I don't want to keep worrying especially as I'm enjoying what we do so much!
LikeCuriousSissy, PvPGamer, YingYangRose · 16 Replies
YingYangRose
YingYangRose *My reply was aimed@Method I'd add about consent *My reply was aimed@Method I'd add about consent
Like · 09.01.2019 1:49:31
YingYangRose
YingYangRose Totally agree as I was also raised-up in a brutalising environment.....
But I would consent to sadomasochistic aspects if the correct situation was opened-up for me.....
I would be somewhat wary But who wldnt of a new situation?!? Id hope it would bring me release/relief pleasure/eXpression NON of Read more… which you get in "real life" abuse because that just tends to build up stress and tension and NOT to release any of it!!! Because the controller ONLY treats you as "an object" I'd add) so there isn't ANY negotiation)s).
Like · 09.01.2019 0:26:41
Method
Method When I first experienced impact play I was almost horrified, I met a girl on Pof and she showed me photos of what someone had done to her with comments I felt disturbing ( on fet life). Fact is I had grown up with violent circumstances and experienced sexual violence etc and in my mind what I was Read more… observing was tantamount to "wife beating".
I liked this young lady though and wanted to please her. It soon dawned on me and its obvious really that the key difference is consent. To whip someone who doesn't consent and enjoy it is very different to whipping someone who wants, enjoys and requests it. It's not always about hedonism but for your partners pleasure, I found in this aspect I wasn't a "pure Dom" or whatever as I was really submitting my preconceived objections for the enjoyment of another.
I think I need to always have the distinction of consent and non consent in my mind when playing. I also feel that the whole dynamic of care and self restraint is also important for me too, I would feel uncomfortable if I couldn't show some kind of care for a partner during and after play.
Since then I've been growing slowly but have found it on the whole liberating and to a degreeI can't quite explain (without psycho babble); healing.
Likeropes_r_fun, Greenlady1980 · 08.01.2019 20:08:03
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Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 06.01.2019 3:05:52
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

Another one to try! Thank you 😊

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 06.01.2019 3:05:20
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

Thanks. I found some on ebay too 😁

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Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 06.01.2019 3:04:43
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

We have this discussed this too.. I'm quite liking the fear factor though 😂

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 04.01.2019 20:40:08
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

That is what we are likely trying first! The one we've been eyeing up will not open till the timer is up either.. So I'm fucked once it's on 😂

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 04.01.2019 20:39:06
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

That was one thing we where thinking of.. Or a timed pad lock.

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 04.01.2019 20:38:14
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

Love that one too! Will see how costly it is lol

Likecallmedaddy69 · Jump to discussion
Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 04.01.2019 20:37:32
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

My last comment was aimed at you. Got a bit confused about how to reply to each individual lol

Bbw84
icon-wio Bbw84 wrote something in the forum
  • 04.01.2019 20:34:57
  • Female (34)
  • Liverpool
  • Not single
Chastity

Those are great ideas! 😂
Any suggestions where I could get the one use locks from? Might give them a try 😁