So I am going to try and give this a shot, and see if anything possibly good can come from this.
I'm 26, female, and a submissive. Red Hair (dyed), blue eyes, fair skin, and a thick stature. I am by no means fat, nor skinny. I'm not perfect, I have stretch marks, so anyone who has the porn star/ movie star complex about females, need not waste their time with me. I am accepting of my body, and how I look, as I would expect a Dom to be of me. Self-consciousness can be a terrible thing I have found, and have had multiple people say they would like to bring the "skinny" girl out in me. If someone is not accepting of how I am at the moment, they do not deserve the chance to be able to help me achieve the goals that I have personally set for myself.
I would like to clarify that I am not a young girl, who saw or read 50 shades of Grey, and all of the sudden became a submissive. This is something that has been a major part of my person since before I can remember. I know that I am a masochist, that my place is to be at a man's feet, and under his control and care. Key word there is care. I am not looking to only just be someones fuck toy, which i have found to be the case on the various sites that I have tried to find and begin to develop a relationship/dynamic with a Dom. I have run in to a lot of posers, whom just want someone only to do what they want in the bedroom, and did not want to reciprocate any of the attention, pleasure, etc. I have had one Dom that showed me the wonderful side of this world, and I have been tricked by many that were not. Needless to say, I can spot a poser a mile away, and will not entertain anyone that is not what I am looking for.
I may seem demanding, but the point is that honesty is the key to any healthy D/s dynamic/relationship. And if I am not happy with what is going on, then I cannot fully submit to someone the way that I want.
This is a lifestyle for me, I am not only just a bedroom kink. Someone who wants to play behind closed doors. I want this as a way of life, and something that I and my partner can enjoy.
I do not want to divulge too much within my profile. And I will answer questions honestly and thoroughly. But if you are reading this, and are not serious, or are entertaining multiple submissives, please just let me be and find what fits for me.
Structure, discipline, rules, assignments, journals, etc. Are some of the things that I have enjoyed with a previous Dom. And is something that I found to edify my person.
So again, if this cannot be serious, I will not be interested, nor obey.