I am the Reverend Caradoc Sinistre, one facet of a patchwork soul, that fragmented individual called C.
I am his dark side. I am the voice in darkness that caresses your mind, I am the hand tightening around your throat and the cold knife sliding over your skin.
I am the sadistic, wicked part. The vampiric creature of darkness that lurks in the shadowy corners of the mind and gets hungry at the smell of blood. I smile at other’s pain and outright laugh when that pain is caused by me. The noises a girl makes when being hurt just right are ALMOST as delicious to me as those she makes when teased just right and I like to draw both out as long as I can manage to restrain myself. Torturous teasing and tormenting is my favourite form of foreplay.... I am not a patient man however and there’s only so long I can draw it out.
I am also not a dom, I may be dominant at times but only as a tool in my box of tricks of sadism. I feel that is maybe a small and subtle difference, but an important one nonetheless. I am also not the most extreme sadist, I never claim to be, but I am ever evolving, trying new things and adding new weapons to my arsenal. I've had a few odd reactions from identifying as a sadist. It doesn't make me a bad person, I just don't randomly torture people, you have to volunteer! I'll be a gentleman till you give me the "Go" word and open that door.
Which side of me would you like to meet? Take your pick, open the door and see who awaits you on the other side.
I am Caradoc Sinistre.
A gloriously decadent gentleman of dark passions and I would like to meet you. I await you with an anticipatory smile. Freak, geek, ordained heathen, Dudeist priest, bowler, not a golfer, not wrong just an asshole, calmer than you are, walks softly, carries a big stick, abides.
Recently separated, I am reconnecting with my dark side and am open to finding a new submissive masochistic play partner in the short term. Ideally, I would like to find someone I connect with well enough for it to develop into a relationship but I'll take it one step at a time and make sure we get on well first.
I like to tease and torment using every sensation I can bring to bear from my toolbag of tricks.