My first experience with BDSM was 10 years ago. He spanked me with his belt in my basement turned dungeon. I wanted more. But I got scared and literally moved 4 states away. I got out before I fell down the rabbit hole. Ten years later I found the ultimate partner. But this time I'm not scared I
Read more…find myself craving more testing my limits. I recve my first caning yesterday and my ass and thighs are sore but I close my eyes and immediately am turned on because immediately after he gave me his cum in my ass and I came uncontrollably. Im so excited because he said I did good and we are going to have alot of firsts for many things.im trying to wrap my brain around y is pain so much pleasure. I don't understand why I want this and crave more. Will I ever say no or beg him to stop. Will I ever run scared again. I don't think I can he makes me cum just by simply thinking about his touches good and bad. I can't share with anyone else because of the level of torture. And I want subs only to reply I'm sure u doms or master's will. Be delighted that I wish to serve but I'm looking for how subs handle this.