Wht bi male into scat activities

Desires and Fantasies
Looking for others who have experience in scat activities or willinh to learn. I am very much into scat but so far in life only with myself. I like to bang myself with large objects with the goal of making myself shit. When fully aroused I smear it, jack off with it, fill my mouth with it and on occasion swallow. Would be nice to find others who like or are curious about this plenty tabo practice. My biggest fantasy would to be fisted and then offered to eat my own from your hand. Another fantasy would be to be ass fucked and then lick my shit off a cock or throat fucked with a cock full of my own shit