Hi, I'm Ashley, I'm male, living in the south of England. I am a single parent to three children. I am currently studying at uni, in hope of becoming a school teacher.
I have been a diaper lover for a very long time now. My story I guess started when after serving as a Police Officer, I began to experience episodes of PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), likely due to the things I have seen and heard. I would frequently suffer from night time traumas, which would render me almost in a paralysed state which would normally leave me with accidents wetting the bed etc.
Due to these issues and inconvenience, I was enduring; I was sent to see my local incontinence nurse, who of course prescribed me with incontinence pads. At first, I fought against it but after one particular frisky night in bed when my then partner started touching a feeling me in an area that for months had been out of bounds due to feeling rather inadequate, something clicked inside of me, it actually felt really good, sexual in an indescribable way, the feeling of being touched, rubbed through my pad felt really nice.
After that night we often ended up playing, once I had got ready for bed, it was her suggestion one night when I lay on top of the bed "you know Ashley you look kinda cute in your nappy."
It ended up from this point being referred to as a nappy, and one thing led to another. I had an urge to wear more often, when not in bed, to wearing under clothes when we went out.
The feelings inside of me grew stronger and stronger. I stumbled across a website dl-boys, and found a whole new world. I found the cute ABC Bambino nappies. Brought some, my partner loved seeing me in them. Then surprised one night in bed with sticking a dummy she had brought into my mouth and giving me a stuffie to cuddle.
Sadly due to suffering with post natal depression my long term partner and I separated. She needed a life without children and moved away.
So, left with three young children to raise by myself, my "little" side was put in a closet. I've been single now 7 years and struggling to suppress my desire to explore my huge urge of being a little. So here I am...starting what I hope will be an amazing journey to find who I really am and want to be.
I would ultimately love to find someone I could share my life with, be that a female who is happy to allow me to explore my need, a switch would be incredible but would happily have just someone vanilla who would support me in being me, and would not mind me going to "little" events.
I am on Tumblr under happyinnappyboy - come follow me and say hi, the link is below