Fun tgirl looking for excitement

Desires and Fantasies
Ever since I was a small boy(or girl) I have always wanted to experience the females side of having a relationship/sex I get very excited when wearing fem clothes, not just a pair of my sisters or mums panties but wanted to own my own clothing, I took to fem wear at around the age of 13/14 panties at first then adding other items until I found myself completely dressed, including high heels and wig I got so excited my panties would be soon wet through with precum, at first |I would prance around my bedroom, then going down stairs when everyone was out it felt so good, nearly got caught a few times all added to the excitement lol, not long after I would venture outside in the back entry at first getting used to walking on 4.5 inch heels, the excitment was overwhelming and soon had me venturing further afield, I felt comfortable and now so confident wearing the heels it became second nature to me, I would go to the canal bank about half a mile away wearing a short ladies rainjacket over my fem clothes often wondering what i would do if i bumped into anyone, i had a wank buddy he had a very large penis and one day he said did i ever think about shagging, i responded saying always but never knew how to go about it, he then asked me would i like to try it with him, he knew I mliked the idea of that as he was holding my cock at the time and it all of sudden stiffened he smiled and yes you would, i told him I'd like to do this the in the best way for us both to enjoy and told I would have a surprise next time we met and then he could decide if he wanted to go through with it, he agreed although I think he wanted to shag me there and then lol so i kissed his cock and placed my lips around it large head to both our surprise he shot his load without warning it came so fast and I was so unprepared his cum hit the back of my throat and i swallowed it wow what a sweet taste I knew I wanted more and for sure i knew wanted a lot more