Addicted and in need of discipline

I will keep this post short:

Please I'm looking for a long term healthy relationship with a mistress, If you intend for a quickie or to disappear all of a sudden; do not bother! And also no findom, my country is filled with people abusing that kink and I do not like it one bit.

I'm a 22 M slim built, 5"10 height from India with a light brown skin tone. I'm looking to control my masturbation, I fap at least once every two days but of late due to certain events I felt it is better to stop doing so.

I haven't touched myself for the past two days and am looking to keep this up for as long as I can and for that reason I need some guidance or someone who could keep me in check. I'm straight but I've been recently watching some futanaripegging and that made me curious, strictly looking for a mistress though. I intend to build trust as we move so when I verify myself from my end I expect the same from you.


Tldr: i wanna stop masturbating and will appreciate anyone who could keep me in control and check with tasks commands etc in healthy yet D/S way.

Thanks for reading and goodluck .

Desires and Fantasies
Likes: Orgasm control, Femdom, Humiliation, verbal abuse, being deprived of underwear/forced to wear really tight undies, giving up control, healthy relationships, JOI, Degrading, Dominance through commands and rules, Edging, Mild CBT, Cock and Balls bondage,Ruined orgasms, Denial, Ball slaps, Mild nipple pain, Spankings, Cock slapping, Constant hurl of teases to stop climax, Ice, Being humiliated discreetly ( hidden public? ) etc. I've lately been addicted to the subreddit of futanaripegging as well.

Some short fantasies,

1) I always wanted a woman to notice the submissive in me, often times I imagine it is a neighbour of mine. Perhaps her seeing me coy and avoid eye contact, makes her want to collar me up and take me to kingdom cum, as she takes pictures of me in compromising conditions, humiliating pictures and blackmails me into more and more submission, ultimately making me her fucktoy to use whenever, wherever she pleases .

2)This involves a doctor/nurse or a rave party where I get the taste of a pill that makes me completely obedient, this involves mild anal as I think of the nurse with her gloves and tight skirt using her sexy hands to milk my prostate as I eat her out.

I also fantasize about hentai, hot bosses, succubus and of late vampires, as I've been watching Castlevenia, sorta made me like trans women and I even masturbated to one last night, hence the plea for help.