Its always hard writing about yourself and trying not to come across as a massive twat so please forgive any twatishness in advance.
So about me,
I am 6'2" with blue eyes. I am complicated and conflicting. This makes me difficult to understand at times and makes me appear aloof but it's only my way of protecting myself. But I can also be extremely simple to understand too, so if you make the effort to get to know me its well worth it. Give me lots of encouragement and re assurance and I am putty in your hands. I have a massive heart and love making people happy. My wants and needs are always second to those around me. I love the bizarre and esoteric things life has to offer. Seeing humor in things others miss and beauty in strange places.
humm harder to pinpoint.
I love being humiliated and degraded. I have a massive cuckold fantasy which both thrills and hurts in equal measure. I also love being verbally abused and humiliated about my secret desire to suck cock. The humiliation of having to submit to an alpha male. I think this partly comes from being told I am sexually useless and so I have lost all confidence in my abilities and therefore feel I deserve to be ridiculed. My animal instincts used against me and my jealousy used to control me. In an ideal world I would feel really loved and the bond between me and my dominant would be enhanced by the cuckolding and the trust and the connection between the two of us would be like nothing else. Apart from cuckolding situations I am also keen to explore forced Sissyfication. This both scares me but also exhilarates me as the lack of control and the loss of any masculinity leaves me humble and humiliated and makes me ever more submissive. As a result it makes me strive harder to gain affection and willing to do more extreme things to please.
My interests are varied. I enjoy reading and learning new things as I always try to progress and better myself. I am on a never ending voyage to make myself a better person in the hope I one-day become a likable person, someone that people want around. I also am an amateur photographer and am always looking for people to photograph and develop my skills. I don't charge for any photo shoots and am always happy to cater to any needs you may have. So please contact me if you would like some pictures taken.
If you would like to know more please don't hesitate to get in touch.
My kik address is Boschen