Thank you for your advice. I will talk to him . Although we have talked about it I haven' explained fully about my past and insecurities so will be doing that to help him understand me better x I just hope that he wants me as much as I want him .
I worry that he is in contact with others. He says he' not but says if he wanted to it would be his right.
I have said it hurts to think of him with anyone else and how would he feel about only being with me he said he wasn' sure .
It' not something I could deal with for various reasons . Past Read more… issues make me insecure and worry about things like not seeing him and not as much contact some days .
I just feel hopeless sometimes. Yet when I'm with him it' bliss