Had an awesome experience at a young with my adoptive female cousin who jumped on me one day n held me down n tickled me. I loved it. Since then I’ve had a thing for erotic tickling and only gal I was with who I told was most recent x of 7 years who not only didn’t wanna do that for me but actually used it as a way to shame me for wanting such a thing. So really there’s some healing now around it that I want to experience and more than anything I want to find a gal who’s got her don on and would be into helping me explore this fetish in a beautiful and healing way.. I’m not a freak into pain or dark side bullshit rather an attractive cool guy desiring to be tickled erotically by an awesome woman. If she likes to be tickled cool but if not ok too, I do consider myself to be a switch but would do for her what she wants in return. I’m mid 40s single white male .