I'm a 30 year old man looking for something more in his life.

Over the last few years I've noticed a growing need in myself that I can't express in words. At first I thought it was a purely sexual desire but it has grown into this nameless thing that's missing that I can't describe. There are words that are supposed to describe it, like "Submissive". But i'm not sure that does it justice. it extends into so much more and I need an outlet for these feelings outside of real life. Hence why I am here.

I hope to find what it is i'm looking for.