HI, i'm a mature straight submissive male, fairly shy and quiet who is looking for some real sexual excitement but in a controlled and humiliating way. I am interested in bondage/hot wax/discipline and punishment/pain and torture/forced to give oral sex, strap on(very scary)/humiliation but i will try anything except scat and blood. I am massively scared of being nude with a clothed woman.
I have a fantasy - I am a captured enemy soldier and Mistress tortures me to make me talk. I'm also interested in predicament bondage.

Desires and Fantasies
A firm and possibly cruel Mistress who will impose her will on me and make me do things I hate like being naked with her and I hate feet!