Hi, I'm gonna be straight forward and let you know up front what it is I'm looking for. 
I want a relationship, but a relationship with a very kinky woman. One that sides toward being dominant and has fun exercising femdom anal strapon play using HUGE toys. Is this your scene whatsoever?
The toys I use are sometimes with a strapon partner if I'm lucky, but more often than not, solo play on my fucking machine while fantasizing a woman is in control.