Pixie words

[Se****]

You degrade me, berate me, make me your whore but you don’t let me harm the body you adore. 

 

You make me beg for your cock, your fingers, your tongue but won’t hear me say I’m worthless because you say that I’m wrong. 

 

You hurt me and bruise me and bring me to tears, but you do it for us to bring our release.  

 

I feel when you change, I see in your eyes but I know I’m always safe with you as my guide. 

 

You work through my stresses, my fe@rs and my shame you f0rce me to see I’m more than a label, a name. 

 

You see me in beauty, you see me in pa!n, you see through the facade, you see through the blame. You see me so perfectly, deep down inside and you don’t seem afraid of the secrets I hide. 

 

But what do I do for you in return? A back rub an ear and removing your shoes seem silly and small compared to all that you do. 

 

You say I give you what you need and you seem to smile when you’re with me; but when we’re apart I struggle it’s true, I miss you I want to be more to you. 

 

My insecurities rise, my vulnérability increases, I push you away, unsure and afraid. I don’t know how to say what I truly desire because… 

 

I’m scared of the day you tell me we’re through and remind me that I wasn’t enough, even for you. 

 

But my heart won’t allow me to believe that will be true. I know you don’t want an end date, you want to see us through and because of you and the love in your eyes I understand I’ll be forever by your side. 

 

Love,

 

X

Edited April 17 by SerendipitousKeeper
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