Longing for the pleasure the pain brings

[Icantakeit]

Once you have a taste its hard. After knowing what could be. Anything else is dull. Having needs you cant express or fulfill with someone who dosnt enjoy the same things. Loving that person, but neededing more. Its hard being a sub with no master. Especially after having an amazing Dom for years so long ago, leaving you longing for domination. After knowing the pleasure and the fear of never experiencing it again, is terrifying. Of course there are alternatives. Some that are less involved than others. Its like being a caged animal that never gets let out, the beast will snap at some point. More importantly the poor Beast wants out. I long to be someone's pet. To come when you call and lay at your feet, worshiping you. I want to be rewarded for being a good girl and punished when I'm bad. And trust me I will be bad. I want to be petted and rubbed and brushed and bathed. And tied up and toyed with for hours. I want to be commanded and instructed.  I want to be wanted. I want to please you.

 

[Dustykat]

That is lovely and express nicely 🧚‍♀️