Thank you. I did talk to him. It was really helpful and he was so sweet (as usual) last night. He is very aware. I did not enjoy it at all. We had an understanding between funishments and punishments. This was punishment. That was clear on both our ends. I think the guilt was the day after and Read more… because it was the first one not knowing how it would play out in days afterward and the disappointment I felt in the need for it. However, today is much better. He showed me the loves me to the moon and knows what’s best and acts in that way always. The entire process grew our bond by miles. Talking with him was some of the best advice I got here. I’m so glad I asked. Truly. Everyone’s advice here also made me feel like I was normal for what was going on. Which I really appreciate. So much. Thank you.

I really appreciate all the responses and support. It is extremely helpful to know others understand how I feel and the dynamic. He is a perfect Dom. I just want to also be perfect for him. Didn’t understand why I felt this way. Thank you.