333, First verse, memoir of a beautiful FA soul that's mine no more

[Te****]

Woke up to the phone clock, 3:33 a.m.
Laid up in bed, thinking on someone import-ant
Two minds on overdrive (head and cock) while the world remains dormant
Funny how attachment started to sneak up without war-
-Ning, calm in spirit body, loins, and mind steady stirring
Do I want to be a fisherman out here gripping my rod, while it’s storming?
Frequencies briefly intertwined, her mind/my mind
Romanticize, quickly roll over onto my side, pick up the phone
Smile crossed my face, message to load...
She showed me a piece of her soul
Through a song...from an artist of old
The clouds started to roll on by, and it appeared as though her back was turned to the cold
For she was outside hardly clothed, forgive me if I sound too bold
But I had merely wanted, in that moment in time, to hold
To wrap her up in a warm blanket and stay snuggled
Let my light illuminate her lovely soul if just a bit more
Ruminate on romanticism once more, for I am a romantic to the core
“To the ocean of your love, I’m just a river...”
Well imma be honest, that’s not who I am, not my picture, got it twisted ***
Banks runneth over, smoking the doja merely as a means to organize, shift frequency, composure
Thoughts ricochet around this vulgar enclosure
Fragments and phrases tucked in nooks and crevices
Pin this conversation up in a frame maybe my mind is just a little obsessive?
Shoulders, mind, accent, eyes, cheeks all asking to be caressed
Tender loving until we’re vexed, girlllll you musta put a hex upon me
Had me daydreaming of wrapping your legs around me
Pinning you to the wall, hands going up, breaking down those walls whilst I’m beating it up
A SLAM and a thrust, A SLAM and a thrust
Hands moved up, cupping your butt
Tongue tantalizingly exploring your cups, admiring your bust
Forgive me if I’m being too abrupt
Forgive me if I do slight damage to guts
I’m just trying to...
...FuCK.
Ensure to you I’m worthy of your trust
Sorry baby girl... I didn’t mean to cuss
Fantasy over... time for me to catch the bus

[Te****]

Asterisks cut out portions. First * it merely cut "***" second fragments and phrases, "tucked in" *

[Te****]

Sista and t u c k e d I n