Deleted Member Posted February 16, 2022 Posted February 16, 2022 Sometimes I like to punish myself. Most often, I like to hurt my balls. Sometimes, when I masturbate, I'll deliberately smack my testicles on something (like the counter) with each stroke. Other times (like today), I find ways to whack my testes with stuff while keeping my clothes on. (At work today, I keep hammering mysylf in teh nads with a heavy ruler.) Is this a form of BDSM? Or am I just overkinked?