Lo**** Posted January 17, 2019 Posted January 17, 2019 I know that my statuses hardly have anything to do with fetishes or kinks. I think the main reason for that is that I have difficulty talking about it. It's hard for me to put into words what I want and need to say. I think I fear what people will say. I know that seems silly here, however, not everyone had grown up being allowed to talk about anything. My entire childhood I heard "You are to be seen and NOT heard". These harsh and hateful words came from my own mother (hence the reason I see them as hateful words). I WANT to be able to talk about my fetishes and kinks, however, every time I try to I flashback to my mother's beatings and I just freeze up. I just don't know how to get past that.