jinxed Posted April 10 (edited) They say she's a bad role model. There is her apparent indecency. The way she looks at men, any man, with an innocent smile and inviting eyes; Her attitude during conversations with them, sometimes nonchalant, often provocative, always captivating; All those subtle signals she sends: her teeth biting the left side of her lower lip, her long hair being moved from one side to the other in a swift yet sensual movement, the lowering of her gaze accompanied by a blushed smile when she senses his interest; Those overexcited unashamed remarks about sex, men, body shapes, attraction, that are met more often with shock than delight. In their eyes, such a female is a threat to public morality and needs to be kept under wraps. Then just think about her boundless willingness. Look at her for a moment too long and her breasts will come forward, her lips will open up just enough for you to get a glimpse of the tip of her hungry tongue, her legs will part instinctively and her hand will move closer to yours, as if she is reaching out to you and a potential union. If you are incautious enough to pay her a compliment, be ready to feel that same hand moving up your chest while her legs slither around your waist, her pussy slides onto your lap, her lips glide along your neck. Go that one step too far in giving her a taste of him and you'll be swept away by her overwhelming sexual savageness that will leave you in an int0xicated dizziness. How differently they would judge her, if they could see her through my eyes. To me she's a saviour, my big s1ster in spirit. In my world, her tale is a lesson in survival. Surrounded by intrusiveness, she decided to not let it pervade her but instead to become the most intrusive of them all. Made to understand that she was nothing more than a consumable, she became a caricature of this image, turning it on its head. Accepting defeat never was an option. She'd rather throw herself into battle, knowing she'll hardly make it out alive, than let her spirit be broken. In a world that wanted her to be powerless, she found a way to pull the strings. She suffers heartache, cruelty and injustices but only the ones she brings on herself. I see her flaws alright, her inability to trust, to truly connect, to find the path to sanity. But she imparted to me a stubborn strength, a heedless daredevilry, a non-negotiable invincibility. My attempts to follow in her footsteps were always going to underwhelm, but they were enough to make it through. She has always lived in my soul, pushed me to keep going when menaces descended on me, allowed me to feel closeness despite mistreatment, made me become the writer of my own story. So I'll never condemn her. I'll carry her with me forever in admiration and gratitude. Still, it's time to outgrow her. This time, I might even evolve in the way she did, without the help of idols, but simply by finding the answers within. Edited April 10 by jinxed
Si**** Posted April 10 Do you write professionally? If not you totally should if it is something you fancy doing. I'm really impressed.
Lu**** Posted Saturday at 02:54 AM I think I’m looking for several moments too long!! There can be no love in ***, lots of attachments, as someone who gives their emotional power to lots of suby women in glad the protagonist in this story has found the power to get a footing in life. This is a beautiful piece of writing I appreciate you for sharing it
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