My Journey into BDSM

[Deleted Member]

I'm still discovering myself in BDSM relationships. I only realized about a year ago that this is something I truly enjoy, and that happened only after my Master and I had been apart for a year.

He was my first Master, and I thought he would be my only one. We've been together for more than four years. We come from different countries, speak different languages, and he is nine years younger than me. It turned out that none of those things really mattered. What mattered was how I felt when I was with him.

Being with him taught me to understand myself and to ask whether I truly enjoyed what I was doing. Every day, I discovered something new about myself. I'm a very emotional person, but my Master never criticized me, never rushed me, and always believed in me.

I ran away many times, but I always came back. I was drawn to him, and I still don't know why. My body would tremble at his words, my heart would race, and all I wanted was to kneel before him. His gaze was so calm and confident that I forgot my embarrassment and willingly placed my body under his guidance.

More than anything, I wanted him to be pleased with me, to be proud of me. And I always longed to hear him say, "Good girl."

Even now, when I remember those moments, my hands begin to tremble.

[Da****]

I can totally relate