Lucifer

[jinxed]

Centimeter by centimeter I seem to disappear under your thrusts and into your body. You are in a frenzy, I can tell from your ravenous panting and the hungry look in your eyes. It is only the second time that you have entered me since we met for the first time in person some hours ago. You pushing deeper and deeper hurts in all possible ways: chafing her, stretching her and punishing her for not being able to accommodate your whole length yet. You are claiming me and I have been waiting for you, for someone, to finally do it in exactly the way you are doing it right now.  

The fe@r I felt in the beginning while standing at your doorstep, debating under your gaze whether moving forward was pure lunacy or the absolutely right thing to do, has become undetectable. As has the annoyance I emanated after our first sexual encounter. Furiously, I sat in your kitchen, staring at the glass of water in front of me, lamenting the fact that you and all mankind were simply not rough and reckless enough with me and therefore were not able to handle, let alone tame me!
You listened. And you unlocked this part of yourself, unbeknownst to me. 

This is why now, lying here on your sprawling couch with you a hand-width above me, my eyes are filled with a mix of amazement and pure lust. Everything about you is enticing: the light film of sweat covering your arms, back and face; your scent that carries with it a last hint of the perfume you chose to wear tonight; your perfectly groomed beard as it brushes my cheek and temple. I cannot tell anymore how long you have been subjugating me in this way, but I know that I don't want it to stop, and keep forcing myself closer to you. I want you to spear me and make my body your sheath. 

A slight, sudden change in the expression on your face should have been the warning sign. But I am unprepared when you suddenly push yourself away from me, jumping to your feet, creating a seemingly unsurmountable distance between us. Wide-eyed, I gaze at the apparition before me. The only source of light in the room is a fireplace's vivid red and yellow glow coming from the oversized TV screen behind you. It sets ablaze the outline of your body. From your head to your toes you seem to shine in a golden light as your heavy breath and stunned look reveal that you had lost control over your own agency for a moment, that in that moment your body's movements were no longer the result of rational decisions you were making, but had taken on a life of its own, fed by the energy exploding between us. 
In all my life, I have never desired a man as I desire you here and now. My eyes twitch with determination, my tongue instinctively runs over my lips, my hips slide towards the edge of the couch, my knees find their spot between your feet, my hands run up the outsides of your thighs, my mouth is pulled towards your groin and I leave you no time to get used to our new arrangement but wrap him in my lips, tongue and throat. I tense up in anticipation as I feel him beginning to surge, then pull my head away from you, look up at you, and pleadingly demand that you come on my face. 
When you erupt over me, it feels like nectar is running down my skin, its wet and jellylike consistency covering more and more of me. It trails from the bridge of  my nose, creates a stream below my eye down towards my mouth, where it gathers just above my Cupid's bow, until it eventually overflows and bathes first my upper lip, then my tongue. 

I lift my gaze to take in the transformed state of you. Your eyes speak of audacity and unrestrainedness. You will grant my every sexual wish, fulfill so many of my shameful fantasies and introduce me to the me that bows down to her Master's every wish. But there will also be a twist. Inviting your power will cost me dearly. I will give up my freedom in too many parts of my life, will find myself in excruciating physical and emotional p@in, will shatter again and again, will get addicted to disappearing. All of this will happen in the years to come. 

Forever would I do it all over again. I don't have a choice. I'm under your spell. 

Edited August 15 by jinxed

[So****]

Amazing...you read my mind

[fa****]

Just wow.