FIRST MEETINGS -- BEGINNINGS? -- THE WAIT

[Ki****]

Sometimes two weeks can seem like a lifetime.  It was illogical of course, as it had already been two years leading up to our first meeting.  For as far back as our first emails two years earlier,  I hoped this could be a mutually satisfying relationship.  This man was willing to teach me those things I want to understand and learn. With his easy-going manner and his lack of urgency, he appeared more than willing to invest the time needed for this relationship to form a bond.  I am a type A personality and it's very hard for me to sit still and wait.  For anything.   This will be one of the hardest lessons for me to learn.  Patience and acceptance.  Acknowledgement that I would willingly wait.   I try to occupy my time as best I can while I wait.  

For a few days after our first meeting there were a number of emails, warm conversations wrapped in those moments of tantalizing memory. So I hung on to the feeling of his touch, recalling each moment of his attention.   I imagined I could once again feel the pinch of his fingers on my nipple and his hands in my hair as he pulled me close.  I  caught my breath as I remembered his words during our time together, and his gentle fingers around my throat.  His easy confidence about my willingness was a little daunting.  Remembering his comments, which were effectively suggestive, I felt a stirring inside of me, of which I was quickly losing control.   I explored my nipples causing them to poke out as I tugged and twisted trying to recreate that wonderful feeling I had so recently enjoyed.   I could feel the wetness between my legs as I remembered his touch, his voice, and how he spoke to me.  

I know that real life  responsibilities can overtake our lives, but I realized this was a relationship that I longed to investigate further.  I was seeking an open door into this world of enticement and excitement that I had such a strong desire to experience.  With very little effort he managed to simultaneously encourage my curiosity while being a sane and calm advocate for all  those delicious things I had only thought about.  At our first meeting, without skipping anything, he spoke about consent and safe words and the practicality of rules and limits as easily as he spoke of the use of remote-controlled toys and nipple clamps.  He transitioned from a simple talk about actions and accountability, switching seamlessly to ask if my pussy is shaved and would I like his fingers inside me. "I want to explore your lips" he said, "both sets!"    And he did it without ever making me feel foolish or undesirable or high maintenance.  I wanted to tell him I think I understand.  And I am really looking forward to more of these enlightening conversations.   

I needed to tell him I was willing.   I needed to hear his expectations.  He had been clear, in order for this to truly work there were certain things that needed to be reviewed, resolved, and then adhered to.   I felt the pull towards him the first time we met, and he had conquered my fears with the strength of his convictions and his way of sharing that with me.  And when his message came and he casually mentioned he would again like to meet,  I realized there is no point in second guessing.  Or planning.  There is only learning patience and waiting to hear if we are to meet again  to explore this new experience together, under his tutelage and strong hand.   Now that I know there will be another meeting,  I embrace the possibilities, and agree to be patient.  So now, with anticipation fueling my imagination,  once again I wait.  

[Ki****]

Great beginning of a good story can’t wait to read more of your erotic story

[Ki****]

23 minutes ago, Mistresskimber469ing said:

Great beginning of a good story can’t wait to read more of your erotic story

Thank you.  Glad you like it.

[Cu****]

So beautifully crafted from a female perspective. The details are cleverly written to create the waiting feeling within the reader, showing the importance of investment in time, patience and acceptance. Being unhurried, having to wait, must have gnawed at, but developed, a realisation for your A-type, of that need to really understand, really feel anticipation from his calm tutelage. So many men should read this. I look forward to more of your writing. Please feel empowered to do so.

[Ki****]

9 hours ago, CumbriaLeather said:

So beautifully crafted from a female perspective. The details are cleverly written to create the waiting feeling within the reader, showing the importance of investment in time, patience and acceptance. Being unhurried, having to wait, must have gnawed at, but developed, a realisation for your A-type, of that need to really understand, really feel anticipation from his calm tutelage. So many men should read this. I look forward to more of your writing. Please feel empowered to do so.

Thank You.  I appreciate your opinion   I'm glad you liked it.

KM