Baseball bat fun

April 9

I've always wanted to be fisted ever since I got serious with my dlldo play it was then I'd confirmed my own suspension's of being gay & I'm a total bottom cos I love to get fucked it started with small things then I started buy dildos that alone was a big step because I had to go into a sex shop buy a dildo with my gay porn .

Most of the time it was an old guy it was always hard to do it but it was a major turn on as well especially the day there was a girl at the counter I was so nervous when I put the big dildo on the bench to buy it she didn't look at me funny at all but I could see the look of oh fuck behind her eyes she hid it well but I could see it she new I was going to use it on myself a big baseball bat size dong of a dildo.

I've been dildoing myself for years I've become addicted to masturbating & dildo play so much I needed something more this is before I bought the big dong at the sex shop I needed something big fat & long so I lubed up my baseball bat at the time I thought it was only a little bigger than my biggest dildo but I was very wrong .

I thought I was so ready I was all loose from fucking myself with my dildos relentlessly I even began to call myself a dirty little bitch even more so as bat time became inevitable as I was coating it with lube I didn't allow myself to think about it I just kept calling myself a naughty little bitch a told myself to take it as I lined it up .

It was much harder than I thought as I struggled to take it the blunt solid end of the wooden bat was refusing to go in more & more lube I was making a mess as I first began to open up to it I shreaked & cowed in nervousness I then tried again the pressure I had to give it was fantastic than it popped in the instant shock of the sheer size of it was orgasmic as I took a good length of it .

It was so much bigger than I thought the stretching I got was permanent I new I couldn't do this to much or I would damage myself but it was so good although I new just like the dildos if I use it to much I'd want more larger as it was every time I done the bad I felt guilty & ashamed afterwards .

So the feeling I had we I bought my big dong of a dildo at the sex shop was almost like I done myself with it write there I still have it love to use it on rare accessions I slill feel guilty every time I ride it I feel it for days but mmm I like being naughty !!!!