Im just starting out on this road,which came about through someones interest in me being their mistress..he wanting to be my submissive , we talk for months but nothing came of it,purley through his luck of commitment...i want to explode this side of myself,but dont know where to start....i want to feel free to be myself and explore my sexuality,im very dominat,but at the same time, being tied up and being told what to do also excites me,so I'm not sure where i fit? Help!!!!