lets do this again so people have a better idea of who/what i am, i have known i was into bdsm since my mid 20's before then i believed there was something wrong with me as after all who in the hell likes to feel a pair of hands around their throat? 'angry' sex being thrown to the bed possibly tied up? that's a just couple of things that i used to think, over the years i tried to explore as much as i could then i got married to a 'kinky vanilla' where i supressed most of my feelings believing one day he would be a Master to me. It never happened and after many years i found myself feeling trapped and dead inside. This was one of the reasons we parted ways another reason was my PTSD that i got in 2014 , it is relatively well managed and i manage to hold a full time job down.
i have spent lots of time over the years on various chat rooms including running my own room, i love this life style and for me as i have found out over time i am a born submissive brat with little tendencies, i have been Owned and worn my Masters collar with pride, i have also had a Daddy, i find that when i meet and learn about someone their 'Title/ Honorific' becomes apparent.
i will write things i like in desires and fantasies in a moment!
i like talking to people hence why i respond to as many messages as possible, please keep in mind just because i do this it does not mean i am looking to meet/fuck you!!
i am a born submissive with little tendencies, i find it much easier to write my kinks than actually say them out loud!
i have different sides ranging from DDlg to humiliation and degradation, i have been Daddy's little girl Masters dirty little cunt His whore, His slut.
i am a pleaser despite being a brat and nothing punishes me more than myself. i enjoy being spanked, tied up, wearing my plugs, choked, hair pulling, belted just to name a few, i love giving blowjobs especially from soft so it can grow in my mouth hence the tattoo i have near my left hip which i also state was something I wanted to get and designed with some help!!
When i was called a brat many years ago for the first time i absolutely hated it! Then when i got to understand it and more importantly accepted that it was/is part of who i am (took a couple of years!) i actually liked it, now to a degree i am proud to say not only am i a brat but i can be a class Read more… A cunt! i remember a while back seeing something about brats and it said that there was a difference in brattiness you had times when you just behaved badly (fun,playful and frustrating!) and the other was when you would be told to do something and that moment you think of doing something different and decide that it would be more ‘fun’ to disobey.
Both are if you get down to it just blatant disrespectful and i can understand why over the years so many Dominants would rather walk away as they can be a handful and too much effort etc
i know when i am bratty i don’t normally do it out of disrespect sometimes quite the opposite! i can remember i had a Master/Daddy once who actually used to enjoy watching me go brat mode on other people 👹
Because subs/slaves often have no gender or is not as ‘important/worty’ (Sorry can’t think of the exact word!) as a Dominant. The Dominant is also the ‘powerful one’ what is sortve silly when it’s the submissive that holds the power