Not seeing you…

[Se****]

I cried myself to sleep tonight 

My tears a cathartic river of *** down my cheeks

Washing away my hopes and my dreams and the thoughts of the what could have beens. 

 

I cried silent tears while I talked with you and wished you well

You saw a smile and loveliness while I encouraged you to open up to hopes and dreams and to what might be.

 

I cry in silence, alone and free

Not for you and not for me

But I cry for the hopes and the dreams and the what should have beens.  

 

I told you regrets, I have quite a few

You told me it’s over, we’re done, it’s through

And I cried again for the man you were and the person you could have been to me. 

 

So once again, I pack away my dreams and my hopes and I live with the ***. 

My tears will stop, they always do

But there’ll always be part of me that weeps for you. 

 

You didn’t get it, you couldn’t see, you weren’t open to the possibility 

All you saw were the obstacles as you pushed me away from hoping for you

Tonight when I sleep I’ll dream of you but the tears shouldn’t come we’re over, it’s through. 
 

Love,

X

[du****]

Nice profile

[Somnoboneo]

I’m sorry for your loss sweetheart but it will get better

[WK****]

I’m feeling this. Thanks for writing this.

[Deleted Member]

You deserve better x

[Se****]

37 minutes ago, xLittle_Lady_of_Lotx said:

You deserve better x

We both know I don’t xx

[Deleted Member]

10 minutes ago, SerendipitousKeeper said:

We both know I don’t xx

I know this is how you're feeling now but when the hurt subsides and you have the chance to take the breath you need and able to think clearly, you will see you do deserve to be treated better.

I will allow that you're distracted at the moment but I expect that you will continue with your self affirmations of how beautiful you are, how lovely you and why you are worth so much more, by tomorrow 😘

[Ar****]

16 minutes ago, SerendipitousKeeper said:

We both know I don’t xx

*glares*

 

Do I need to have a word and give your head a wobble? Or are you going to secure that nonsense and put it back in the bin where it belongs?

[Se****]

44 minutes ago, Aranhis said:

*glares*

 

Do I need to have a word and give your head a wobble? Or are you going to secure that nonsense and put it back in the bin where it belongs?

The former, I’m in an impish mood x

[Si****]

Hope you feel better soon, and find reason to smile.
You're a beautiful person inside and out

[Se****]

5 minutes ago, Sir_Orallover said:

Hope you feel better soon, and find reason to smile.
You're a beautiful person inside and out

Thank you so much for this xxx

[Mi****]

You are a very talented writer, and whomever this is about is the one who lost. Wrote you a private message and hope to hear back…