Help what do I do in this situation?

[za****]

Im gonna try to be as clear as possible i became online friend with this girl during covid so we have been in touch for 6 yeras even had Online relationship then when we saw it was not working out we stayed friends really good friends and we kept a bit of flirting play between us even if we werent in a relationship...altho i always had feeling for her but buried them deep in me and not facing them. Even after remaining friends

When she started dating her new bf 3 years ago i decided to cut off with her as i did not wanted to hurt myself more...but i kept coming back to her for just general life advice she always helped me and guided me she thought me quite few things about life. And just always found myself coming back to her either for talking or getting help in ***ing(im color blind but i love art and she helps me)

During all this years we even did try meeting but times never matched and my life is very busy and i have to take care of my own parents too... now recently we kind of started flirting again...and it went from light flirting to basically sexting almost she still has her boyfriend iam aware it was wrong what i did but i decided to be a little selfish and enjoy my time till its lasting idk how long this will keep going so far its been a week or just a little more, she asked me if i can keep cinversation nornal during weekend and not fliting as she goes to her bf on weekeds to stay...iam aware im being cucked but im kinda okay with it but idk what to do how to aproach this situation...i inly ever been in 2 relationship and both were online and shes one of them (we are both 24yo) if ur wondering and thanks for reading the whole thing. Thanks again

[Slats]

Ask yourself "What am I gaining from this?"

If the answer is "Nothing", put her behind you and move on. You would get more from an AI gf. At least it wouldn't cut you off on the weekend.

[Da****]

I am not a relationship expert but let me express my thoughts . First of all - you aren’t being cucked because the real relationship is in better her and her bf . Second - you guys click because you both have a common trait - which is you both have problem of Heathcliff’s problem. In Wuthering Heights, I like the word Nelly uses, “monomania”, or the “exaggerated or obsessive enthusiasm for or preoccupation with one thing”
It is very very natural and humane .
Best course is you guys either simply talk directly if this would ever work out or you guys can ever be in a relationship !!!
Because it feels like you might just be a sweet distraction for her .. while you have fallen hard

[ph****]

One man’s heart break from being cucked is another man’s dream. Lean into it man. Have her tell you the details. I’d be all over that. You can’t be a cuck if you’re not her bf. You’re fine man, just go out and have fun. Maybe you’ll discover something within yourself. Chin up, champ 🤙🏻