Addicted to porn/masturbation possibly lol

[Ralynn]

I always enjoyed playing with myself but I started buying toys and it got crazy. Relationship issues makes not want sex with others cause I get hurt in end. So I watch porn and entertain myself and make videos. I am on like 5o sites, started adding video to others. Free not *** free. So I truly believe it's an obsession/distraction which I control. I like sex and I'm not a conventional girl. Most guys drool over me in videos an pics. In person in never enough.

So anyone else feel they use these situations to avoid people. 

[th****]

Find it hard to believe you arent enough in person. You look incredible 😍

[Yo****]

I mean I think it's best to have balance. Watching too much to the point it effects your social life is not a good thing.

[Cletus1991]

Sounds like you should try chastity :p

[Lord_Talion]

A good cock is hard to find, but seek n you shall find peace

[ol****]

Frankly I don't believe you can't pull. Your pictures show you to be a very attractive woman.

Are you sure that:

Either you don't want to invest the time in a relationship?

Or you have become addicted to the performance on your videos and all of the positive comments you get.

The videos could be a two edged thing. You may realise deep down that they are wank fodder and they reduce you to an object.

[Mistress_JJ]

Ha to the men! I can’t orgasm through penetration so for me it’s always clitoral stimulation. My partner will help me at first, tongue, fingers or toy then we’ll have sex and then I’ll masturbate again after. I thought I had a problem with masturbation growing up, as in doing too much. Nope! I realise now being a mum of a young one I should have done it more often! Lol. I just fall asleep these days.

[Catsailor69]

You present an interesting picture of your life and feelings. I do find that there are women and some men, that tend to hide their true selves from others. The attention and erotic pleasures they enjoy, are mistaken for quick pleasures or just a short duration use.
Finding someone who you really connect with, that sees you and possibly the two of you start with an understanding that you want an intentional relationship, could be helpful. It takes time, communication and trust with copious amounts of understanding and acceptance to keep yourself and your partner, growing and fulfilled. Sometimes being hurt is a consequence of taking the risk, but sometimes with absolute honesty with each other, the reward is so delicious.
I hope this helps you on your lifestyle journey.

[Deleted Member]

I have the similar issue. I do post and or send and many guys just want to fuck instant. I am sort of tired of dating, when a someone just says I cant handle their dick and or can fulfill me it gets disappointing. I either play with myself or a toy when im alone. Is hard with especially when I try to cum first, I think im overthinking and try to cum first when they hardly help the situation.

[PleasureuMore]

Hi there I would love to see you in action

[Catsailor69]

1 hour ago, contra said:

I have the similar issue. I do post and or send and many guys just want to fuck instant. I am sort of tired of dating, when a someone just says I cant handle their dick and or can fulfill me it gets disappointing. I either play with myself or a toy when im alone. Is hard with especially when I try to cum first, I think im overthinking and try to cum first when they hardly help the situation.

That’s something that I find interesting. I have always ensured that my submissive cums first. If they haven’t, what’s most in it for them? It is a pleasure knowing that they are that responsive and pleased by me.
Maybe that’s something more “Masters” could understand? Sometimes to make things more of a great experience for both. Lol

[Dustykat]

Have you ever look in to hypersexual it might explain 

[ol****]

On 1/30/2022 at 1:36 PM, Lunalush said:

Ha to the men! I can’t orgasm through penetration so for me it’s always clitoral stimulation. My partner will help me at first, tongue, fingers or toy then we’ll have sex and then I’ll masturbate again after. I thought I had a problem with masturbation growing up, as in doing too much. Nope! I realise now being a mum of a young one I should have done it more often! Lol. I just fall asleep these days.

As a Domme you should insist your sub pleasures you in the way you dictate.😁

[Mistress_JJ]

1 hour ago, oldfellow said:

As a Domme you should insist your sub pleasures you in the way you dictate.😁

True! However I was talking about my personal sex life not my Domme profession.

[Deleted Member]

I think sometimes we can and have all used … self love in opposition to other people because its easier but i think in the end it can only go so far that way as people we need interaction

[ol****]

41 minutes ago, Lunalush said:

True! However I was talking about my personal sex life not my Domme profession.

Silly me 😊

[BestKept]

fascinating....

[CD****]

I almost certainly watch too much porn (at least 5 times a week) and wank too much (similar amounts).  Sometimes, I'll try to leave it 2 or 3 days so I have a nice build up.  The 'problem' I have is that most porn of a particular search I've either seen or doesn't get me me going so end spending longer trying to find new material or ones that still turn me on.  My toy collection is growing steadily as well as is my wardrobe.  However, at the end of the day, I'm not hurting anybody so what the hell!??! Haha.