Char__ Posted November 30, 2022 Posted November 30, 2022 What will you beg for? A simple question, but I didn't have an answer. My brain froze even as my body stood to attention. Quivered. Hoped for a moment that I'd know what to say, that I'd understand - finally - what it needed. What it craved. I beg for you to make the choice. To decide what I need, what I want. What i get. To take the decision away from me and then make me stand it. Make me endure, suffer, revel. Until my thoughts go quiet and my body takes to the stand and says yes. Finally. Let me beg you. Let me beg you to stop, not stop. Have mercy, and ignore my cries. Test me, tease me, torment me. Break down my walls until I'm nothing but feeling. Until I'm free of the thoughts and worries and fears and insecurities that bind me like chains. Let me be free to beg you, that's what I beg for.