I don't have a Dom

[dreamlike]

I don't have a Dom, but a partner in lust. A man I didn't meet because I was looking for someone who could have the power to sexually control me. We were just two people who enjoyed talking about sex, rough sex, and thousands of other things that had nothing to do with sex. And yet, when we met for the first time, it all just fell into place. 

I don't call him Dom, but by his name. I love to say his name when I feel him inside me, when he makes me scream from pain, when I see the strength and determination in his eyes. He doesn't need a title, he knows I will do what he wants me to do, even though it sometimes may take some force. He knows I belong to him in these moments. 

I don't need a contract with him. None of what has happened was planned, it all happened organically. He is an amazing observer and we are discovering my limits together albeit there don't seem to be many so far. It is a wonderful journey of discoveries for him, for me, for us. 

I don't ever want to forget how his hand feels when it hits my cheek. He started off carefully, almost gently, but it was the most exhilarating crossing of a line I had ever experienced. The moment we both realised what a beautiful bond it created between us was magical. The more we bonded, the harder the blows became. He knows he can do it to me, needs to do it to me and I know how good it makes him feel, how amazing it makes me feel. 

I don't have enough words to thank him for making my dreams become reality. We cannot believe how lucky we are for having found each other. We walk through the streets of his town and I love to know that he is the man that gets to hurt me, deliberately,  enjoying my reactions, my squirming, crying, begging, moaning. He loves to know that I am the woman that wants him to be strong, controlling and fierce, who loves to see the wildness in his eyes, his arousal, sometimes even agitation when I misbehave. 

I don't want to call myself a sub, but a partner in lust. And it is a hell of a ride that has only just begun. 

[Is****]

I think we all want that truly intimate dynamic . I am lucky to have found it