(This profile is best viewed if read while the song in the above YouTube embed [most recent status update] is played during.)

Lifestyle sadist, ethical predator, philosophical libertine.

Just an honest opening before you actually invest time reading this profile: I'm probably not the type of individual you want to know. I'm old(er). My interests and penchants are not acceptable to others (though consensual). People may well tell you that I'm disgusting, dangerous, even that I am psychopathic. Rumor has it that I brainwash people into liking me, and I am certainly of dubious character you’d be wise to avoid.

It's very likely all true...I'm not like them.

That being said, I am a literal sadist and human owner. I feel like you should pay special attention to that term, “literal”. Inflicting intense sensations (that I can't share here even in the simplest and most innocuous ways) is a necessity for me to reach a state of arousal. My pleasure is found in less conventional sexual interactions. Rather than fantasies of wild fuck sessions and incredible sexual conquests, my focus in this regard is to push outside comfort zones and into far more extreme activities.

My relationship dynamic is a CNC Owner/property poly triad. For the sake of transparency, I own a live-in slave (together over 14 years, branded as my property after her training in 2019). In addition, I do have several play partners part of my world in various stations, each with their unique commitments. My desired goals would be to find a second live-in masochist/submissive to also train as my slave and would be [chain-sïster] and partner to my current servant. All individuals involved are aware of one another and this goal, and each supports me in their own way.

My modality is structure and ritual driven, a variation of both PRICK and RACK ideologies. As you might have gathered, I use honest expression of my desires and intent to create shared understanding with individuals with preferred base qualities. Prospective individuals that desire to progress begin a consideration process of extensive communication and interactional observation to determine a sense of trust and integrity for no less than a year. If trust is secured by all parties, the potential is collared as my submissive in training for ownership. Training includes behavior modification, pushing thresholds, and solidifying the protocol in everyday life as well as in lifestyle environments and play spaces. This period lasts seven years after which the submissive is branded as my property in a commitment ceremony with the exchanging of our oaths. This is how one becomes my slave. Play partnerships are more based on individual considerations (though, I am currently not looking for any other play partners).

I started my own lifestyle journey as a sadist at the end of the 1990s. In these decades, I've had so many amazing experiences, had the opportunity to learn from some of the most exceptional individuals from all walks of life on a plethora of subjects, and created play and scenes that are often incredible even to myself. Impact play is my happy place - my Florentine flogging skills get me the most attention, but my use of a cane is frighteningly legendary. Mind fuckery is a big part of reaching deeper levels of participation with me, and I'm willing/capable of investing the necessary time and conscious effort to earn the trust and respect required for my desire…even despite how limitless my imagination and cruel cunning. Suffering is my love language.

I have experiences to share. Magical and sensational, dark and disturbing experiences. All you have to do is be the canvas for my art.

If I tell you that I am too much for you, this is not an insult, challenge, or attempt to bait you. Please respect that I do not think our experience/kinks/relationship goals match up and I'm trying my best to protect you from me.

(If you're a racist/homophobe/transphobe or otherwise judgemental of others, little, brat, have issues being honest or making commitments, only want to role play or share fantasies, or believe “the submissive is really the one in control” then it best we don't waste either of our time.)

FORUM INDEX

(My written work in the forum.)

Topical Articles:

1. Clash in Kink-Positivity: Triggers versus Fetish;
   www.fetish.com/community/topic/1374-clash-in-kink-positivity-triggers-versus-fetish/
2. Community of Babel;
   www.fetish.com/community/topic/1440-community-of-babel/
   • (CoB) Labels are Your Friend, not Life Partner;
     www.fetish.com/community/topic/1461-cob-labels-are-your-friend-not-life-partner/
   • (CoB) Listen and Ask Questions;
     www.fetish.com/community/topic/1538-cob-listen-and-ask-questions/
3. EARN It: The Real Gift;
   www.fetish.com/topic/14592-earn-it-the-real-gift/
4. The Fallacy of "Easy" Submission (Or: Tiger Taming for Dummies);
   www.fetish.com/topic/15053-the-fallacy-of-easy-submission-or-tiger-taming-for-dummies/
5. I adore my lifestyle (but I abhor your community).;
   www.fetish.com/topic/14311-i-adore-my-lifestyle-but-i-abhor-your-community/
6. I'm a cruel, scary sadist, and you should avoid even talking to me! (Or, the Conundrum of Vanilla Understanding Enförced within the BDSM Realm.);
   www.fetish.com/topic/13957-im-a-cruel-scary-sadist-and-you-should-avoid-even-talking-to-me-or-the-conundrum-of-vanilla-understanding-en***d-within-the-bdsm-realm/
7. No Limits: Fact or Fiction (A Counterpoint);
   www.fetish.com/topic/13888-no-limits-fact-or-fiction-a-counterpoint/
8. PRE-CARE: Foreplay to Leather Sex;
   www.fetish.com/topic/74446-pre-care-foreplay-to-leather-sex/
9. The Secret of S/M;
   www.fetish.com/community/topic/5058-the-secret-of-sm/

10. Understanding Complex Consent Dynamics and CNC;
    www.fetish.com/topic/14091-understanding-complex-consent-dynamics-and-cnc/
    
    Tales:
    

11. ACITOREOHPARG;
    www.fetish.com/topic/156276-acitoreohparg/
12. Alice and Her Jabberwock;
    www.fetish.com/topic/73302-alice-and-her-jabberwock/
13. Basement;
    www.fetish.com/topic/150982-basement/
14. [CENSORED TITLE] (retitled as Hades and Persephone);
    www.fetish.com/topic/14107-hades-and-persephone/
15. Content for Him;
    www.fetish.com/topic/198798-content-for-him/
16. The Crying Game;
    www.fetish.com/community/topic/1748-the-crying-game/
    • (CG) Round One;
      www.fetish.com/community/topic/1769-cg-round-one/
    • (CG) Round Two;
      www.fetish.com/community/topic/1793-cg-round-two/
    • (CG) Round Three;
      www.fetish.com/community/topic/1830-cg-round-three/
    • (CG) Round Four;
      www.fetish.com/community/topic/1954-cg-round-four/
17. Daughter of Suffering;
    www.fetish.com/topic/66671-daughter-of-suffering/
18. Day One;
    www.fetish.com/topic/14498-day-one/
19. Do Not Read;
    www.fetish.com/topic/151508-do-not-read/
20. Hot Box;
    www.fetish.com/topic/16860-hot-box/
21. "How I want you...";
    www.fetish.com/topic/14401-how-i-want-you/
22. A Night Out;
    www.fetish.com/community/topic/1586-a-night-out/
23. Objectification of a Vegetarian;
    www.fetish.com/topic/13939-objectification-of-a-vegetarian/
24. Sacre-licious;
    www.fetish.com/topic/13180-sacre-licious/
25. The Scorpion and the Frog;
    www.fetish.com/topic/14359-the-scorpion-and-the-frog/
26. The Shoe Shine Girl;
    www.fetish.com/community/topic/1364-the-shoe-shine-girl/
27. Third Person;
    www.fetish.com/community/topic/1393-third-person/
28. Throw Trash in its Proper Place [Abridged];
    www.fetish.com/topic/152612-throw-trash-in-its-proper-place-abridged/
29. Trash;
    www.fetish.com/topic/63411-trash/
30. The Wolf and bunny;
    www.fetish.com/community/topic/1517-the-wolf-and-bunny/

31. "Yes";
    www.fetish.com/community/topic/1711-yes/
    
    Poetry:

32. Crux;
    www.fetish.com/community/topic/1550-crux/
33. For the Span of a Breath;
    www.fetish.com/topic/207140-for-the-span-of-a-breath/
34. I Already Know;
    www.fetish.com/topic/201162-i-already-know/
35. "I know why she cries";
    www.fetish.com/community/topic/1416-i-know-why-she-cries/
36. In the Shadows;
    www.fetish.com/topic/157786-in-the-shadows/
37. Life, Less Ordinary;
    www.fetish.com/topic/162392-life-less-ordinary/
38. The Monster's Trap;
    www.fetish.com/topic/152096-the-monsters-trap/
39. Must I;
    www.fetish.com/topic/154610-must-i/

CENSORSHIP is a pretty huge limit of mine.