Hi, so I've been a cg a few times to different Littles, I was introduced into this life online by someone after an ex who I had raised a stepdaughter with left me, and I found my love for it. I always wanted to be a daddy since I was a kid, and I loved being a step dad. When I was brought into this Read more… lifestyle, I was still broken, and I found that it was so cathartic to take care of someone. The first, I ended up in a relationship with, though she was a massive red flag and hurt me in the end. The second drifted away, and now I'm on my third, and we have dated for 2 months. After the first month she told me she was "embarrassed" to be a little with me, and she has seemed to withdraw some from me, both the frequency of contact as well as emotionally. She has alot going on in her life, but I worry that maybe she is receiving her care from someone else, and I don't really know what to do.