I have been a bedroom submissive for around four years now, I have recently started exploring the lifestyle more. I have been had formal training and help/advice from a master. This was an incredible experience and gave me huge insight into the lifestyle and even myself as a submissive. Being formally introduced into the lifestyle and thus what a D/s relationship/partnership actually means has been eye opening and made me even more interesed and committed to the lifestyle.
I am wanting to get to know more people around me that are that are also in the lifestyle, having friends that understand and know your kinks always helps when you’re wanting advice or even just a rant.
Desires and Fantasies
I would like my dominant to know and understand me and I him on a level many cannot comprehend. My desire to know his deepest darkest fantasies and being able to please and serve him to the best of my abilities is unlimited. Serving a dominant/master that knows my darkest desires thourghly arouses me. Submitting fully and relinquishing control makes my heart soar with excitement and anticipation. Knowing he knows all and any of my limits with me needing to speak a word.
I absolutely love and salivate just at thought of different types of play and different implements used when in scene ; such as: nipple clamps, wax, floggers, whips and bondage. Certain type of edge play also make my heart race with excitement and my nether regions flutter with pleasure.