Purely Primal

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A yearning
Inevitably scared
Scratching the depths
Find what's there

Searching for limits, answers
Shadowing the borders of blasphemy
Watching mirror reflecting
Odd dark depravities
You feel it coming near

Channelling this energy
Kink is in the healing
Lustful intentions calling
Are you there

A library full of wonders
Knowledge turning unholy
This feeling keeps fighting
Wasting time waiting
Do you truly wish you could be free

A lesson in the learning
Testamentary moment ebbing
Drowning down the abyssal
Don't you want to know who you are

Procrastinating abysmal time
Hope shimmers to grasp control
At the end of the tunnel
Will you surrender to be found

Submit to craftfull discipline
To be cleansed and made whole
Make peace and waver faith
Questionable choices and unhealthy habits
Would you make a willful sacrifice

Beaming a reflection of the becoming
That new found perspective
A purpose, direction
Have you found your calling

In its hesitation, be it desperation
Guiding principles remains the same
Cravings for structure, framework of sane
Incentivised rules and rewards
Become a carnal spell magic to this chaos

*** is only natural, for I am a cast
Of your boredom, freedom
Your neverending storm
Your insatiable need for routine
Your savior, captor
your methods to the madness, your own