The first time I ever squirted

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I just thought I'd share the story. I've never told anyone before, so it feels good to share it with you! 

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He grabs me by the neck, gently, but firmly. He adds just the right pressure so that I feel his power, but not enough to *** me. My body reacts instantly; my hands tighten around his arm, wishing he'd come closer. My hand can't even grasp half of his arm: He had been in the army for years and was into weightlifting. I am a tall girl myself, not particularly skinny, so this is a new feeling for me. He is taller, stronger, and for the first time ever I feel delicate and feminine. For a change, it's nice to be shorter and feel ***; if he didn't want me to move, there's no way I could. 
He releases the front of my neck and grabs be from the back of it, pulling me closer as I'd wish. Could he read my thoughts? or is my body language just too obvious? he kisses me, holding me in place and going down my neck. 
I gasp. I can barely breath. 
That's when he lets go of my neck and pushes me down on the bed. He starts unbuttoning my jeans, pulling them down my legs. He hasn't said a word yet, but I can see the way his chest moves: he's very, very aroused. 
I arch my back when his hand touches my panties. I want them off. Please take them off, I think as I bit my lip. He knows exactly what I need, and gets rid of them straight away. There's no fabric between my skin and his hand now, and I can feel his warmth. I need him inside of me. Him, his fingers. Something. I am burning. 
"Say please" he said hoarsely.
"Please. Please I need it." 
"That's a good girl."
He insters a finger, then two. I moan, and he holds my neck again. He starts slowly, but deeply. I look at him in the eyes, and he looks back at me. His breathing has become irregular, just as mine. 
I move my hips a little, trying to get more. I want him in deeper, I want him to go faster. He seems to know. His hand releases my neck and instead, it presses my lower belly. I frown, but don't complain. It feels strange, but I also feel restrained and for some reason, the fingering more intense. I like it, and I bite my lip again as I try not to moan.  
It is like an explosion: I have never felt anything so intense in my life. I can't help it but to move and fight back a little. I don't want him to stop, but at the same time it's so intense I feel like a cornered ***, and cornered ***s fight back. 
He groans and lets go of my lower belly, covering my mouth with his hand as he pins me down so I wouldn't move, wouldn't scream. I want to moan but I can't, so I close my eyes as the feeling intensifies and he holds me tighter and tighter, his fingers in me ruthless and fast. 
"That's it. Good girl..."
And that's when it happens.
I feel a warm liquid running down my leg; the sound of water as his hand keeps moving. Wait. What? what is this? is this... did I just... oh my god... 
He must feel something is wrong. Maybe it is my hands trying to stop the hand he is fingering me with, or maybe it is my watering eyes. He stops immediately. 
"Are you okay?"
He lets me sit up and I quickly touch the sheets; they are all wet. I cover my face with my hands. I am so embarrased. Did I just ***? this has never happened before. I just want to hide away and not be seen. Why is he not upset? I want to cry out of embarrasment.
"I'm so sorry."
"For what?"
"I just... I ***d."
There is a short silence, then he realises. 
"Oh, baby. You just squirted," he pulls down my hands covering my face and pulls me towards his chest, hugging me and caressing my hair. "I was expecting it to happen. There's nothing to be ashamed of." 
I don't say anything, I'm just registering his words. Squirting? I've heard that word before, but I am not sure. 
"Have you never squirted before?"
I shake off my head, letting him hug me tight. I can feel my face is red, and the embarrasment is still there. I'm tense, and he tries to ease off that tension.
"I'm sorry. I thought you knew what was happening," he sounds so apologetic and worried. His fingers rubbing the back of my neck are soothing, and that helps me release the tension. "Did you like it? before you freaked out."
I think about it. Yes. Hell yes. It was intense, delicious. So primal. But I am still confused at what's happened and it takes a lot of reassurance from him that he's fine with it, that it is not exactly ***, and that he wanted to make me squirt. I have nothing to be ashamed off, he repeats. 
We did try it again that night. It took a few times for me to fully enjoy it without feeling embarrased about it, but once that embarrasment was over, it became an incredible, liberating experience. Nothing quite like it. 

[Deleted Member]

Great story. I love making women squirt. As I Dom I love the feeling of control I have over her orgasm.

[Mickey10]

Oh yes  women squirting beautiful exciting electric delicious love your story

[Deleted Member]

I thought this was a magnificent read. Your English is fantastic.
It must be such an incredible feeling. Even as I guy I have thought about it. The feeling, I mean to really let go, and just like you've said to basically ***. But you must enjoy it and invite it into your bedroom as often as you like.
I love it when it happens, but I have also found some women can and some women can't. I didn't want to believe it. But it's true. I don't think every female has your super power.
Enjoy it.

[Curious-3929]

I had never squirted until 2years ago, I had met my partner a few months before but, hadn't seen him in 6wks. Caught me completely off guard too.....we have always had rough, intense sex but it had been so long, the build up OMG!!! As soon I he grabbed me, legs up over his shoulders 💦💦....let's says it was obvious how much we missed each other lol

[Mickey10]

Curious absolutely awesome loved every word  loved the finish

[Deleted Member]

Thank you everybody, although after publishing it I realised I made SO MANY typos!!!! It really killed me not being able to edit them. I should have re-read before publishing :') I'm glad you all liked it. 

[Mickey10]

Odyssey don't worry about it just write again  it was beautiful take this opportunity to share