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Your First Submission؛ What Did It Awaken in You?


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She asked if I wanted a spanking. I wanted to say No but what came out was „I might like it too much“.
She laughed

I stood up and presented my a**. First strike - very light - I didn’t react at all.
2nd strike -similarly light- I raised an eyebrow at her. Big mistake (or was it?)

What followed was a barrage of very heavy strikes. I cried out

It ignited something in me. The bruise is still hurting as I’m writing this. The experience - short as it was- is why I’ve set up this account.

For me, it was absolutely liberating. To hand someone the keys to my intimacy and being able to completely surrender myself was SO good. I've got to be independent and in total control over so much of my life, including my career, it gives me a BREAK, and I love it.
  • 2 weeks later...

I had some experiences with trying to contrive the dynamic I wanted with people who weren't able to meet that need, and then I connected with someone older who was experienced. We made a connection over time and then I found out that apparently I have a pretty impressive, scary p*in tolerance (among many other things). And I learned that I DID somehow understand a dynamic I hadn't ever truly been in previously. I'd engaged with kink and D/s online for years and felt incredibly connected with it, but it was pretty cool to find out that it my experiences felt the same in person.

  • 2 months later...
Honestly it felt weird. I was submitting in the cause of a truth or dare game with some Friends and the girl i submitted to irdered me around and made me massage her feet. It was pure fun for her but for me it awoke something. The longer it lasted the more i enjoyed it and since then i crave the feeling more than anything else
Oh for me it confirmed 2 things
1. I am a kinkster
2. I am a submissive.

Before my first playdate i had several "doms" in my inbox with their amateur psychology telling i was a vanilla who liked it rough at best
But meeting my first real Dom unlocked everything
Kneeling under his command felt so natural and completed me. I felt safe even when we agreed boundries could be nudged. Thank god for him to be honest else my true self would still possibly be caged even now.
But to me submission is... everything i crave my Dom has me on my knees with just a raise of his brow and i feel so happy at peace under his control.
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