New, lonely and seeking advice from other Littles

[AF****]

I'm still learning about myself but feel im not sure how I can explore more by myself. I am disabled and dont have friends. I came out to family as a little as i was more depressed having to hide myslef. Biggest issue with that is I want to be a little girl even though im a 33 year old man. I know im very submissive and I dont stand up for me. Never been on any type of relationship with anyone. So that also plays a role in my mentality being "complete" and untouched if you know what I mean. Would love ideas to help me explore more of who I am. Maybe even how do I reach out to make friends. I dont know how to curve this loneliness feeling especially at night alone in my room. The night seems to have a heaviness. How do other single Littles deal with these feelings.

[Hezzair]

One of the things I would suggest is looking for other Little Groups online perhaps on other sites even hint hint where they offer meetups locally . Like I know I live in the greater Philadelphia area and there is a Littles Playdate usually once a month posted on one of the other sites I am on. Then you would at least have the opportunity to meet like minded people you could chat with to help stem the lonliness and heaviness. 

[AF****]

I'm trying to connect with one near me in Pittsburgh but its so hard when I cant drive.

[kr****]

What is a man cougar called? Quick question for a friend

[Deleted Member]

A silver fox

[va****]

Im not.a little per se. Bit after 2 divorces traveling for work and not really ever bonding with co workers. I understand that hollow quiet empty feeling in the night. When no one knows or really gives a damn where you are. Exercise helps ill hit the gym in the middle of the night when insomnia grips me and i feel lost in the world. It doesnt erase the feeling but it quiets the thoughts awhile. Self love can be therapuetic. Its not a good feeling but i offer what empathy i can. Theres always hope. Just keep trying to connect with people. I dont guess any of that probably very helpful. But your not alone. Theres millions of us out here in the same boat. Kindred souls lonely together

[AF****]

Thank you, being stuck in a building as I cant drive just drives the loneliness feelings more.

[va****]

I bet. Do you have nothing to occupy your mind? Reading or such. I just ask because often trying to make contact for extended periods of time can be brutal .

[AF****]

My disability is vision and so I cant see to read very well. But hoping to make friends or find ways of meeting new friends.