Giving her Good Dreams (TW: CNC, ENM)

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My ex girlfriend lived with my wife and I for a short period of time.
I have a habit, partly because of the *** I suffered while growing up, while I am asleep with someone in my arms —sometimes I touch and caress that person lovingly and sexually. I like to make them feel good.
Usually with my wife, she will let me touch her and occasionally if she isn't in the mood for it, she will gently move my hands away and I stop. In the beginning of our relationship, she thought I was doing it on purpose but then she realized that I wasn't faking it at all. Sometimes when she is in the mood or deeply asleep and liking it, she will just go along and there have been times when I have woken up realizing that I am half way fucking my wife.
That's actually how my wife realized that I was legitimate, one day she realized that I was already inside her but she could see that I was clearly asleep and she had to shake me awake.

When my ex would ask me to sleep with her at night, I explained this situation to her. All three of us had survived some form of sexual trauma and I wanted her to be aware and be able to consent. She said that she understood and if I touched her accidentally while I was sleep, if she wasn't in the mood for it, she would just move my hands away.
Right after I told her though, she started to sleep with me completely naked.

I think a part of her was just fetishizing the situation and wanted to fantasize about what would happen. I think the other part of her was just curious.
I knew that she would listen to us and masturbate sometimes, she would tell me about it. There were nights when I would fuck my wife and the next day my gf would be so hungry for me. I talked to her about it and she admitted that she would get turned on and a little jealous cause she knew what it was like to be fucked by me and listening to my wife getting to enjoy my cock really turned her on. My wife laughed at all this obviously. She thought it was really cute that my ex was eavesdropping on us having sex.

She had such a tiny body. Like she was skinny, small breasts and an ass that was skinny but not too much. She was so hungry for my touch though. She had another boyfriend, a guy she had been seeing for a year but she never slept over at his place. She always insisted in sleeping here.
Once I was awake and I decided to just touch her cunt once and I noticed how she was so wet. I asked her the next day and she said that whenever I touched her, she had a small wet dream that day. I started making it a point that once before we both went to bed on any night it was her turn to be visited by me, I would gently rub her clit and give her a little orgasm before she went to bed.

One night I went much further than usual. She was laying in my arms and in my sleep I had started to aggressively fuck her cunt with my fingers, the tips rubbing up against her g-spot and making her clit swell up. She came so hard that she woke up, and she told me that she was super embarrassed when she did. It turns out that I had made her wake up to seeing herself squirt about 10 inches into the air. She had never know that she was capable of squirting before and not only was this her first experience but it happened while I was asleep. While this thoughts raced through her head - she realized that I was going to *** another orgasm upon her. She clamped her own mouth shut to not scream and as I slept, I ended up pushing her through 4 orgasms in a row. Just being relentless and forcing her. When I was done, she was just exhausted and thinking about how she was going to drift off to sleep.
What she didn't expect was for me to climb on top of her and hold her wrists down against the bed, abover her head with one hand and slide my cock into her.
She said that she felt too weak and it seemed like I was determined to take her and so she let me. I held her down and I pushed her through another orgasm.
She bucked her hips so hard at that, I actually woke up and realized the position we were in. When she saw me open my eyes, she looked into them and pleaded, "More"

Now I am a little ashamed to admit what I did next, but seeing her plead like that - did something to me.
Now my ex had a very specific boundary: she was afraid of getting pregnant to such an irrational degree that even though she had birth control pills every day - she insisted on condoms or coming outside of her.
Because of my own trauma, it's really hard for me to cum while having sex. It's actually super rare that I ever finish, and that's ok. I enjoy the act of making my partners feel good, so the orgasm isn't as important to me. Because she knew about my condition, I had this privilege that her boyfriend didn't and it was that I didn't always have to wear a condom.
That night, I grabbed both of her tiny, thin wrists in my hands and pushed them down against the bed. I could feel her pulse highten against my thumb and when I licked the side of her face, I felt her tremble.
Something about that tremble did something to me and I pounded the fuck out of her cunt, pushing her further into this depraved situation and something clicked for me and I ended up cumming deep inside her. I felt wave after wave of pleasure as cum that I hadn't released for 4 days dumped into her and as she felt my jizz, her eyes rolled back in pleasure and shock and she passed out.

As we lay there, she was passed out in my arms and I was breathing heavy from having one of the best orgasms I had ever experienced.
Seeing her laying there so limp though, with my cum leaking out of her, just did something to me and I climbed on top of her again. As I held her down, I started fucking her hard and doing this trick I thought might work on her. I had an inkling that it might work, but I figured forcing her to orgasm might jolt her awake. Sure enough, as she closed in - her eyes opened in shock and pleasure. She looked down and saw my cock went from her juices, stir my jizz in her cunt like there was no tomorrow. I fucked her so hard, her vulva turned red from it.

I had changed the dynamic of our relationship then. I would gently push her doing silly perverted things and I grew determined to get exceptions to all her boundaries and ***s. I wanted her boyfriend to get jealous if he were to ever find out. She acquiesced pretty easily. We had a lot of fun adventures while we lasted together, some I can talk about another day, but she grew attached to this idea of being filthy in a way that was just our secret. I guess all that touching had made her dreams special and interesting enough to chase them to the extremes.