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The Moment You Lost Me...........

Ta****

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Ta****

Ta****

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You dont have to explain yourself, I already know the truth, what you did broke me in ways you'll never see. I loved you, served you, submitted to you with everything I had, without hesitation, without any question. I gave you my love & submission asking for only honesty in return, yet you chose to betray our Dynamic. You betrayed me, I stayed even when I was hurting, aching for you, believing my love & submission could somehow make you stay & want this like you said you did when you pursued me, but a Dynamic cant survive when only one of us had the commitment & love needed.
You could have chosen to care, to stay, to protect what we had - but you didnt and THAT'S the moment you lost me.
The *** doesnt scream as loud now but it lingers, quietly like an echo of everything we could have been.
You may move on, maybe even forget but I will always remember how it felt to be broken by the one I trusted most with my heart & my submission.
Su****

Su****

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I am sorry you went through this.. it's very ***ful. Been there myself. It does get better! Just keep your head up and allow yourself to heal from it!!
Ta****

Ta****

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14 minutes ago, Subkitty7714 said:
I am sorry you went through this.. it's very ***ful. Been there myself. It does get better! Just keep your head up and allow yourself to heal from it!!

Its his loss but as a dismissive avoidant he will be out chasing his next fix & repeating the same behaviour i just hope that no one else gets hurt as i & the others he played, lied, hurt & betrayed have. If anyone finds themselves in a similar position reach out because this isnt something anyone should heal from alone as im sure you will agree & im so thankful that out of this whole mess the other 2 ladies & i are now friends as they too were hurt & we have supported each other through some of the healing

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im so sorry! 😞

"i gave u my love and submission without hesitation, without question"

there is a lesson to be learned here. just bc we are submissives does not mean we dont reserve the right to question and hesitate until the Dominance is earned and submission is cherished.

protect your heart. ❤️❤️ hoping it heals quickly.
Ta****

Ta****

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10 minutes ago, lilwilogurl said:
im so sorry! 😞

"i gave u my love and submission without hesitation, without question"

there is a lesson to be learned here. just bc we are submissives does not mean we dont reserve the right to question and hesitate until the Dominance is earned and submission is cherished.

protect your heart. ❤️❤️ hoping it heals quickly.

It wasnt a quick thing this was over a 4 yr period & we instantly clicked, connected on a nilla level 1st & went into it slowly but as time passed & I hold my hands up I let my guard down & let him in once he was behind my walls he manipulated it so cleverly but you are so very right there is a lesson to be learnt & if this post helps just 1 person from going through this then it was worth writing. This is why the importance, of being friends, aquantances online & IRL with other subs is invaluable because sometimes even with experience we sometimes miss the red flags too.

Ta****

Ta****

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9 minutes ago, ExcitingConnection said:
Is this for real or fictional dramatic writing?

This is very much real, i really it wasnt

Ta****

Ta****

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1 minute ago, Tasty_Confession11 said:

This is very much real, i really it wasnt

*i really wish it wasnt

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5 minutes ago, Tasty_Confession11 said:

It wasnt a quick thing this was over a 4 yr period & we instantly clicked, connected on a nilla level 1st & went into it slowly but as time passed & I hold my hands up I let my guard down & let him in once he was behind my walls he manipulated it so cleverly but you are so very right there is a lesson to be learnt & if this post helps just 1 person from going through this then it was worth writing. This is why the importance, of being friends, aquantances online & IRL with other subs is invaluable because sometimes even with experience we sometimes miss the red flags too.

im so sorry babygirl. i truly understand. im an alpha submissive babygirl which is even harder for most Doms and Daddys to deal with. the dumb ones think i wanna be in charge when i want and cuck them and then be submissive when i choose, i was even told by one im past my prime at 45. lol

the difference is i know my worth and that man couldnt hold a candle to my power or success and knew he could NEVER get me. a real Dom knows the ultimate power lies in the submissive, he knows its a slow burn built on trust.

im sorry youre hurting but plz know your worth and beautiful gift of your submission. dont give this Dom anymore of your energy in thoughts. channel that energy to what could be. let yourself grieve, learn from the experience and youll find a Dom worthy of your submission. huggies to u ***. ❤️❤️❤️

Ta****

Ta****

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4 minutes ago, lilwilogurl said:

im so sorry babygirl. i truly understand. im an alpha submissive babygirl which is even harder for most Doms and Daddys to deal with. the dumb ones think i wanna be in charge when i want and cuck them and then be submissive when i choose, i was even told by one im past my prime at 45. lol

the difference is i know my worth and that man couldnt hold a candle to my power or success and knew he could NEVER get me. a real Dom knows the ultimate power lies in the submissive, he knows its a slow burn built on trust.

im sorry youre hurting but plz know your worth and beautiful gift of your submission. dont give this Dom anymore of your energy in thoughts. channel that energy to what could be. let yourself grieve, learn from the experience and youll find a Dom worthy of your submission. huggies to u ***. ❤️❤️❤️

He is totally blocked & out of my life & its taken a while to be able to write some of my posts which I have taken from the journalling I have done. Thank you for your hugs

Su****

Su****

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52 minutes ago, Tasty_Confession11 said:

It wasnt a quick thing this was over a 4 yr period & we instantly clicked, connected on a nilla level 1st & went into it slowly but as time passed & I hold my hands up I let my guard down & let him in once he was behind my walls he manipulated it so cleverly but you are so very right there is a lesson to be learnt & if this post helps just 1 person from going through this then it was worth writing. This is why the importance, of being friends, aquantances online & IRL with other subs is invaluable because sometimes even with experience we sometimes miss the red flags too.

Mine lasted 6 years. And I left him 6 months ago.. I'm still healing myself

Ta****

Ta****

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4 minutes ago, Subkitty7714 said:

Mine lasted 6 years. And I left him 6 months ago.. I'm still healing myself

Im sorry its been a few months for me & im still taking each day as they come because there is no quick fix to truly healing

pl****

pl****

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My heart is broken with you, as I sit here now, my body aches in *** feeling for you just 30 days ago. My heart was broken crushed crumbled. I gave everything and now I sit with nothing so I know what you’re feeling cause I feel it too. You hang in there and hold on we’ll get through it we always do.
Ma****

Ma****

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Someone who could hurt a submissive that they have promised to protect is not a dom or a master just a little bitch in my opinion
my****

my****

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27 minutes ago, MasterBrown said:
Someone who could hurt a submissive that they have promised to protect is not a dom or a master just a little bitch in my opinion

People get hurt. I’m a Dom and my first real long term girl cheated on me. The first agreement that I made with her is if you’re going to cheat just call me and let me know. It’s a health thing because we didn’t use condoms. She didn’t.

People hurt each other, the dynamic doesn’t change that.

Ma****

Ma****

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Yes but if you promise to protect her and you hurt her is what im talking about a master or dom is held to a higher standard
Al****

Al****

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I feel the betrayal in this. Honestly. But you should reread it and ask yourself,..."how much of this is me putting expectations on someone that was not qualified to carry them responsibly?". It's important you find those answers because then this was a learned lesson rather than a haunted heart.
St****

St****

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I'm so sorry that you had to live through this, beautiful. You can honestly feel your *** though every word. I hope you find someone that makes you feel safe again. Stay strong ❤️
hy****

hy****

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The very best you can do is not to feed them. It's hard but you have to come to the point when you decide never again to think of them, to mention them, not the scars they left, not the trauma... to never again give your energy to them. They do not deserve it! for a while I thought it was strong to talk about how I wasn't hurt but truly moving on and letting go and doing better, without explanation, without closure is true strength. When they see you with a better man, and a better life, living happy as if they never existed.
when none of your days include anything about them that's when it's going to hit them that's when they to feel the weight.
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