All I want for Christmas…

Sunday at 09:37 PM

Disclaimer: We all have someone who we want one last time with. This is that fantasy.

“Ruin me…please daddy ruin me…” the first words I said when we entered the hotel room after seeing him after our months long separation. I was the one who ended it. I wanted more and he didn’t. I regret the things I wrote and said in the midst of heartbreak, also well going cold turkey from him. Was it wise then? No and now definitely not. Did it come from a place of unattainable need from anyone else? Yes. I was an addict deprived for months. The past of us randomly consuming me. Chasing that high with others that didn’t seem to ever do it justice.

I missed his lips on mine. The way his kisses left me so breathless. His hands on me…in me. I missed feeling him side me as I came hard on his cock. His cock deep inside me as he fucked me from behind me a moaning mess face down in the sheets begging to be filled by him.

Feeling his cum filling me, dripping out of me, but most of all how we tasted together on his cock. I missed the stars we made each other see with our final orgasms. The bruises on my hips and breast from him. So I’d risk it this last time and swear him off in 2026.

His lips on mine. Arms around me holding me up so I don’t fall to my knees. We both know I’ll be on them soon enough. Him pushing me against the dresser, moaning as he kisses down my neck. Telling me in between kisses how he plans to ruin his little fucktoy.

Untying my red dress letting it fall to the floor. Leaving me in only my red underwear and heels. He pulls away and looks me over. “God I’ve missed this sight.”, he says before pulling me back into him; kissing me hard and playing with my nipple making me moan into our kiss.

He pulls away pulling my hair back making me look up at him and says in a whisper, “Knees, now”. I do as I’m told. Slowly dropping to my knees as I look at him. I’m dripping wet. He knows, he has too. I can even smell my own arousal at this point. I’d be embarrassed, but it’s too late for that.

I fumble with his belt and pants. My hands shaking needing him inside me. I need to taste his salty pre cum. Hear his gasps of pleasure when my lips lock around his cock my tongue constantly flicking over his beautiful head as I come back up. Before I make him wild sucking on his balls and stroking his shaft before I lick my way back up.

His belt and pants undone everything is pushed to the floor and my mouth is on him. I can’t wait. I’ve missed this perfect cock in my mouth. My lips around it swirling my tongue around his head. Before dropping down on to him. His moan and head falling back making me wild.

I love pleasing him. His hands find my head and he starts to fuck my face. God I love when he’s rough. The gags cause me to move my hand to cock to give more space but it’s useless. Tears prick at my eyes and fall ruining my mascara. Turning me on more.

He stops to put on a collar and leash that says cum slut before telling me to suck his cock again. I do so eagerly. My pussy dripping between my thighs. Begging to be used and ***d by him. He holds the leash tight when his cock is in my thoat fucking my face as tears and small gag sounds come from me. My eyes shut while tears fall to focus on keeping daddy satisfied.

He pulls out and the spit being pulled from my mouth by his cock falls to my chin and breasts. My mascara is down my face as we look at each other. No words just a look and a moment in time as the memories of us wash over. He takes his shirt off and tells me to crawl as he guides us to the bed I do as I’m told. I’m his. What ever trick he asks me to do I’ll do it.

He sits on the bed before laying down to watch me crawl to him. Before he tugs the leash telling me to get on then bed. I do as I’m told and I immediately start sucking his cock again. He’s so hard and I want him in me, but he’s making me wait.

He stops me to put on a toy before looking at me and says, “ride me, babygirl”. I sink on to his cock grasping with each inch. Fuck I’ve missed his cock inside me. Right before I start to bounce on him there’s a buzz and I feel vibration on my clit. I moan as I move slowly on his cock.

His hands find my breasts. Grabbing hard, pinching, and slapping my breasts. I moan his name at the beautiful mix of *** and pleasure. He smacks my ass and my orgasm starts to build. My riding getting more wild and chasing that beautiful pressure building inside me.

He looks at me and says, “Does my fucktoy want to cum? Still get so wet and so tight just like I remember”. I bite my lip nodding frantically as it’s building faster. He tells me to use my words and I beg, “daddy let me cum please. I need to cum all over your cock”.

He smiles as he starts pinching my nipples hard making me moan his name louder and the pressure war with my brain for release. “Cum babygirl”, he finally says I cum hard shaking on his cock. He keeps us moving thrusting up into me as I cum all over him. Moaning his name like a prayer as I shake and I fold on to him.

Meeting his thrusts with my own down ward motions has he pulls my chain tighter. He moans as I do. My eyes half open from pleasure and falling into a world that’s us and nothing else matters. He’s in control and I’m just the vessel he uses.

He’s loosens the grip on the leash letting me sit back up to keep riding him. “Daddy your cock feels so good inside me. Please make me cum again. I love how hard and hot you feel when I cum”, I say to him breathless as the vibrator beneath me gets stronger.

Each grind on it makes me moan his name loud. Each time I fall back on to it there’s a war for an orgasm between my body and brain. I can’t cum without asking, but the slap and pinch of my breasts causes an orgasm without me able to stop it.

I scream out his name as he smiles beneath me. He’s the only one who’s ever made me cum so close together. I slide further into my happy place as I cum on his cock. I’ve stopped moving unknowingly as well he rubs my legs as he says “good girl that was a big one.” I hump and grind on him to keep the orgasm going.

His hand slapping my nipples after he pinches them before going back to rolling them between his fingers as I cum on his cock. My eyes getting so heavy from the orgasm and my moans quieting. He orders, “clean your cum off me”.

I do as I’m told. No thoughts just actions. I pull myself off his cock. Whimpering at the loss of him inside me. I am on all 4s with my cunt close enough for him to play with me as I suck his cock. I take his cock into my mouth and suck all of my cum off him before tasting his small drop of cum my tongue picks up before leaving his cock to take the toy off.

Once it’s off l drop back down ensuring I got it all before dropping to his balls and licking my cum off. He moans as his head falls back deeper into the pillow and his hand finds my ass and slaps it. I moan with one of his balls in my mouth making him gasp and a look down at me.

I do the other as his fingers make their way into my wet begging cunt. It’s one then two by the time I’m licking my way back up to drop down. I moan on his cock as he fingers me adding a finger until I’m so full and having to stop blowing him because I don’t want to hurt him.

He moves his had in me stretching me making me half scream half moan over his cock. Once he stops I try to drop back down but he starts moving in and out of me. I can’t stop moaning so I drop and licking, sucking and moaning on his balls as I stroke his cock.

My cunt getting tighter on his hand, the pressure the fullness, the sound of how wet I am it’s so over stimulating. I cum squirting I can hear the wetness in between my moans and screams. I’ve melted into his lap as he makes his hand puppet make a mess. I swear I can feel his smile too.

Once I come down he pulls his hand out of me and we adjust so he can get out from under me. There’s no thoughts only feeling now. My pussy feeling void the need for him to fill me, claim me so strong it’s overwhelming.

He’s behind me slapping my ass low enough he hits my cunt making me moan. Before thrusting into me. I push back into his thrusts making his hands tighten on my hips. I want those lovely bruises for the week. The reminder of him owning me, destroying me for this one night.

His thrusts getting harder as I beg shamelessly for him to fill me. “Please fill me daddy. Fill your little fucktoy. I’ve been so good daddy. Oh daddy please don’t stop.” I beg shamelessly as another orgasm builds I feel him hitting my cervix he’s so deep and it hurts so good.

I’m mindless being fucked into the bed as I tighten around his cock. His hands getting tighter on my hips. He gets out a breathy, “baby I’m gonna fill you like the whore you are. Fuck are you ready slut?” I moan yes and a few thrusts later we are coming together.

His ropes of cum hitting my walls as the spasm and milk the cum out of his cock. I can feel how much he is cuming in me as the weight inside me is building. His head rests on my shoulder. Just slowly pumping into me. Making sure every last drop is in. His hands slowly loosening their grip on my hips.

He pulls out slowly and I close my legs not wanting to lose a drop yet even though I feel some run out on to my clit making me shiver.
He goes to get a towel and I lay on my stomach exhausted unable to move.

He’s back handing it to me and I say I need a minute. He lays next to me rubbing my back, cuddling for what feels like an hour. When I think I can move I carefully move back standing his cum runs down my legs. It feels so satisfying.

He watches as his eyes darken knowing I’m enjoying him running out of me. He walks with me to the shower since my legs are super unstable. We shower and cuddle forgetting that the morning we will go our separate ways forever. Right now he’s my daddy and I’m his. The fall out can wait til morning. I can catch myself then. I just want to live in this while I can.