I would never want to make a move. I can’t… I want to feel truly wanted if they like me.

[Sl****]

So yes.. I think they like me?.. That’s all. That’s all I’m ever going to think and feel.

Talking about them breaking up a good few months ago with their ex, sharing my posts and stories, what I like and what I’m looking for.

Recently started calling me very sweet and with some love heart face emojis.. making slightly dirty jokes and all.. I hate it.

I’ll treat you like a friend or even a good friend. I will never advance further than this.

I will take you out and hope you may actually want me for more than what I am but I will not make that jump.

I will talk openly about what I am looking for.

I will treat you with care and heart like you are important to me, because as a friend you will be. But I won’t ever try to move beyond this.

I will drop hints, I will ask about what you like, I will try to tailor your experience when we meet towards what you like. I will show you my writings.

I will tell you if I get jealous (in a joking way but I may be actually jealous) if you talk about things I want but it’s with you and others.

I will constantly treat you, get you presents, enjoy watching you smile, enjoy spending time with you.. I would make time for you, I will free the days up for you, I would message you once a day. I will do all that.

I will hope silently that you actually want me..

I will hope silently that someone else doesn’t take you. I will believe that if you get taken by someone else, then you didn’t want me.

If you wanted me. You would act on it, you know I am just waiting for the day a random stranger, or you, would sweep me off my feet and melt my heart by triggering my deep feelings.

You would tell me you liked me and I would understand what to do next,
You would kiss me without saying anything,
You would invite me to a bedroom,
You would look at me in my eyes and tell me I’m yours,
You would kiss my forehead and hug me for a long while,
You would claim me without hesitation,
You would tell me you think I’m right for you,
You would let me know it’s actually okay to fall in love with you,
You would ask me to move in with you forever,
You would push that step that disperses friends from lovers…
Only if you wanted me.

I do not care if this behaviour ends me up alone. I will enjoy every single bit of company I have with you or anyone else. I like most of my friends, it makes me feel closer to them 🙏💜

If they ever ask, I will always say yes I do like/ love you. They know this. If I’m their last option, at least I was an option. I am grateful to them all 🙏🥰