lolli-leigh Posted January 12 Posted January 12 I wanted to share this for all. We all have our journey in life and it can be difficult. Love to all. The start of my journey I fear that I am not good enough, I fear that I am to broken, I fear that I am not submissive enough. I push to see if you will stay because I fear you will leave. I crave structure, routine, tasks, boundaries and discipline, however at the same time rebel against them. I confuse myself. Where I am now. I know that I am good enough, I know that I the broken parts of me make me who I am. I am submissive enough for you and that is all that matters. I know you are here and I am safe, so pushing you is not needed. I release my structure, routine, tasks, boundaries and discipline to you, giving me less control. I am yours. Ps I am still growing and it's still a struggle, however it's alot easier with him by my side.