Se**** Posted February 25, 2023 As far as I’m concerned everyone (and I mean EVERYONE) makes mistakes. Some are worse than others depending on the feelings and viewpoints of those involved. I am 100% guilty of making mistakes. Unfortunately I seem to make them repeatedly. Not because I want to hurt, anger, upset, annoy or disappoint people - that is never, ever my intention. Purely because I don’t know how to be any other way. I don’t know how to not hate myself. I don’t know how to believe in people because honestly I’ve always been let down by myself and others. I don’t know how to believe I am worthy of anything other than pity, disgust or hate. I don’t believe that I can receive love but I have so, so much of it to give. I want to believe all of the above. I want to not make the mistakes I do. I want to not push people away but how? How do I change a lifetime? Do my repeated mistakes mean I should get repeated second chances? Should my apologies be heard and acted upon and believed. If and when I apologise to people I ABSOLUTELY ALWAYS mean it. I will never ever give false apologies. And if I ask for a second chance I really, truly do want it. I want to be better for, for you and most importantly those who look to me as an example. I’m asking you to trust this and to help me be better. I’m asking you to believe me - I know I can do better because I really, really want to. I will do better because we are worth more. Love X
Deleted Member Posted February 25, 2023 Sometimes it's tough to change and that's alright. We do screw up more often than not because we are stupid creatures but so long as we learn from our mistakes then even if it takes an uncomfortable amount of time those around you will forgive, sometimes they won't but all you can do is ask for it.
CopperKnob Posted February 25, 2023 A mistake doesn't define us. It doesn't make us a terrible person. It's the recovery/how we deal with it that shows others who we are.
un**** Posted February 25, 2023 You’re always worthy of love even if you have issues that you need to work through the right person will stay and help you work through them regardless of how god damn much you push them away but don’t you ever think you don’t deserve love
ey**** Posted February 25, 2023 I think there are lines which can't be recovered from and different people have different lines but, I am a believer in learning curves and personal growth. If you fuck up and put that into yourself to grow, it makes others more likely to forgive - and if they don't, which is also a thing, you'll generally be better for others also :)
littlemiss37 Posted February 26, 2023 I so get this . I'm going to b having my psychotherapy consultation this Wednesday and I know that will help me to better myself for my future x
Juzzedinmypantz Posted February 26, 2023 Sounds like you just need a good amount of pleasure and *** and a great master such as myself get over her and touch your toes where my tongue ends up is a must don’t fukn move keep still face burried in your Sexcy pussylips and silk soft thighs
CopperKnob Posted February 26, 2023 32 minutes ago, Juzzedinmypantz said: Sounds like you just need a good amount of pleasure and *** and a great master such as myself get over her and touch your toes where my tongue ends up is a must don’t fukn move keep still face burried in your Sexcy pussylips and silk soft thighs Get a grip of yourself Honestly
Se**** Posted February 26, 2023 Author (edited) 3 hours ago, Juzzedinmypantz said: Sounds like you just need a good amount of pleasure and *** and a great master such as myself get over her and touch your toes where my tongue ends up is a must don’t fukn move keep still face burried in your Sexcy pussylips and silk soft thighs You are completely right that is exactly 100% what I need. Silly woman that I am Edited February 26, 2023 by FatefulDestiny Error
Se**** Posted February 26, 2023 Author 17 minutes ago, baratta99 said: can i see all your pics plz Of course. That’s exactly what I’m about letting EVERYONE see them. I wonder why they aren’t public 🤔
Da**** Posted February 26, 2023 Start it, for just a moment... In that space between the end of your out breath and the beginning of your in breath. For that period of less than a second, just believe you are all that you can be... If you need help with it make three lists 'start', 'stop', 'continue' and write in things you can start doing, stop doing, continue doing, which all support the changes you wish to make. Look at this lists, imbibe what's in them. And carry the essence of the combined list, in one capsule of a good feeling... And prompt yourself, as often as you can. As often as you want. Then turn every out breath into a loving opportunity to let go of the things on the stop page. Thank them for having come to you, for having protected you, defended you. Give them love. Kindness and let them leave. Turn each in breath into a welcoming and gratitude for the items on your other two pages. Into a knowingness that these ways, attributes, things are you, are in you. They are your ways. Then turn to each action in turn. Each everyday action. Washing dishes, with each squeeze of the soapy sponge, feel your stop list items break down and mix with the water and go down the drain. Having a shower, a ***, a poo, excercise. You get the picture. Do the same with creation tasks. Cooking, makimg the bed, etc. Definitely use sex, your submission, your domination, your build, your cumming, your giving, your taking. This is how you make changes, how you own your shadows, how you burn karma, how you take creative control. How you end dis-ease... How you end the hell in your mind... Tat twam Asi - thou art that!
Se**** Posted February 26, 2023 Author 1 hour ago, DanTienDomD said: Start it, for just a moment... In that space between the end of your out breath and the beginning of your in breath. For that period of less than a second, just believe you are all that you can be... If you need help with it make three lists 'start', 'stop', 'continue' and write in things you can start doing, stop doing, continue doing, which all support the changes you wish to make. Look at this lists, imbibe what's in them. And carry the essence of the combined list, in one capsule of a good feeling... And prompt yourself, as often as you can. As often as you want. Then turn every out breath into a loving opportunity to let go of the things on the stop page. Thank them for having come to you, for having protected you, defended you. Give them love. Kindness and let them leave. Turn each in breath into a welcoming and gratitude for the items on your other two pages. Into a knowingness that these ways, attributes, things are you, are in you. They are your ways. Then turn to each action in turn. Each everyday action. Washing dishes, with each squeeze of the soapy sponge, feel your stop list items break down and mix with the water and go down the drain. Having a shower, a ***, a poo, excercise. You get the picture. Do the same with creation tasks. Cooking, makimg the bed, etc. Definitely use sex, your submission, your domination, your build, your cumming, your giving, your taking. This is how you make changes, how you own your shadows, how you burn karma, how you take creative control. How you end dis-ease... How you end the hell in your mind... Tat twam Asi - thou art that! This is beautiful. Thank you x
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