finally plucked up the courage to explore a side of me that I've hid, discarded, tried to forget (but it never goes) and questioned who and what it makes me.

I realise now that I will never truly be happy inside if I don't explore these thoughts and fantasies and I really don't want to get too old and regret never experiencing a side of me that frankly blows my mind with excitement.

like an adrenaline junkie to a skydive, my fantasies give me a rush that can only be felt and not explained.

I'm 30, like to..no wait...love to dress up and feel feminine and sexy even if I don't pass as a woman. i fantasise about pleasing a guy and getting a sense of satisfaction in satisfying.

I'd really like to meet someone who can understand mind play if that's a thing.. I get a massive buzz from the mental side of kinks. the feeling of playing but with someone messing with my mind whilst being in a vulnerable, exciting and nervous experience..
tell me I'm wierd, perverted etc then next minute tell.me im a good girl.

anyway ..all in all, very open minded, very eager to explore and help others fulfil fantasies. let's not waste our lives wishing we had when we can x x