I have never had the honor of feeling a real collar locked on my neck. I have dreamt about being a slave before the age of 18.
What I would love to find is a female or male dominant who I can trust. Somebody who has the experience to force me to follow through on these things. I would like a Dom who has no problem restraining me and NOT letting me flake out. I know that I will try to come up with excuses etc. I want to be forced to go beyond that. I am registered as free and unowned on the slave register. I would love to change that.